El-Padrino

HEY!! I am back. Ah ....A-levels is finally over.... But I am starting uni in one month time..s i will try my very best to have fun!!

So now i come back by bringing you photos from the prom. The lighting over there was not good so the photos taken are not that nice.

I look prettier in real life ok..lol XD

Enjoy the pics!!!

Toilet photo.

From left: Ee Ling, Me, Sam, Pui Yee, Li May

From left: Sam, Pui Yee, Me, Shu Ling( she looked like a bride!), Li May, Ee Ling, Chye Ling, Sam Heng


Sam: Look at my face! lol

The concentrating me:)

And The smiing me:)

Chee Yuen and Me:)

Miss Tan, you have a nice belly XP

From left: Me, Pui Yee, Li May, Miss Tan, Shereena, Sue Jinn, Chye Ling, Ee Ling, Sam Chin and Sam Heng

Us again!

From top left: Me, Hsien Ming, Shu Ling
From bottom left: Li May, Shereena, Pui Yee

From left: Li May, Miss Lena, Me.
Ms. Lena asked me to bend down a bit o that she won't look short..lol

From left: Shu Ling, Me, Sue Wei, Sam, Ann Shien, Ee Ling

Max and Me

Cheng Chun and Me.

We failed to get a nice photo at first...:)

I like this photo:)



That's all for now. i will upload more when i get from my friend...

And photos from sunway lagoon too:)

I know.

I know that sometimes I will freak out.
I know that I will force myself to be commited to something that I am not really into.
I know that sometimes I don't have strong faith.
I know that sometimes I will be weak.
I know that I will be at the verge of collapsing.
I know that if I don't live for myself, no one would.
I know that I am on my own.
I know that you are just being ignorant.
I know that it's not because of hatred.
I know that no matter how far I have to go, I will always have you.
I know that you are watching me.
I know that I can rely on you.
I know that wondering why doesn't really help much.
I know that the best word in the world is love.
I know that I had almost everything.
I know that I am greedy.
I know that I am susceptible to all these.

I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO BE STRONG FOR THIS IS MY ONLY CHANCE.

Even without you, I can still live my life to the fullest.

当你

如果有一天
我回到从前
回到最原始的我
你是否会觉得我不错

如果有一天
我离你遥远
不能再和你相约
你是否会发觉我已经说再见当你的眼睛眯着笑
当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好
你从来不知道
想你想你
也能成为嗜好

当你说今天的烦恼
当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说
却害怕都说错
还喜欢你
知不知道

如果有一天
梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远
你是否还会记得今天
如果有一天
我们都发觉
原来什么都可以
无论是否还会停留在这里

也许可是让我想得太多
也许该回到没我
梦里和相遇
就毫不犹豫
大声的说我要说

.................

I was walking down the street,
and there I met the person that I liked.
We said hi and walked together down the street.
We reached his apartment which was nearby the street that we had just walked through.
Oh dear, what a romantic journey.
The door was opened and he led me in.
We sat on the sofa and talked for the whole night.

Then I fell asleep, with my head leaning against his shoulder.
Only finding myself waking up with him beside me.
I stood up and I tried to walked away.

BOOM, and this was the time when I was jolted awake.
Such a nice dream.
But why can't the reality be as fairy tale as this?

How I wished everything could become true.

I salute you, uncle boo

上篇写了甘地的一宗家事，有人联想到政治事，今天干脆就写甘地的另一件事，不必瞎猜，就是要说政棍的事。

大家都应该知道在印度搭火车是怎样的一回事吧！有一天，火车已经缓缓开动，一个迟到的乘客匆匆跳上火车，情急之中不小心，掉落了一边鞋子。火车当然不会停下来给人捡鞋子，跳下去捡的话又肯定来不及了，这人尴尬片刻，便急忙把另一边鞋子脱下，朝掉鞋子的方向用力丢过去。车上有人问他为何如此做，这人说：“鞋子掉了一边，已经没有用了，捡到一只鞋子的人也没有用处，倒不如让两只都还在一起，不管谁捡到它都还可以拿来穿。”

火车上有人问起这人的名字，这人说：“我叫甘地！”鞋子掉了一边之後，作用和价值已失，甘地脱下另一边丢过去，还原了鞋子的功能和价值，虽然受惠的已不再是自己，虽然自己的损失也已无法补偿。甘地的一生就是如此，不想自己的损失，只顾及别人是否得到好处。

308霹雳州政权更迭时，国阵掉了一只鞋子，千方百计只想冒险跳下火车捡回鞋子。许月凤及另两个公正党议员成为支持国阵的独立议员後，霹雳执政权又拱手让人，民联掉了一只鞋子，也千方百计只想着如何冒险跳下火车捡回鞋子。解放黑奴的林肯最终被暗杀，解放印度的甘地最终被暗杀，於是，没有人愿意解放霹雳。大家都说，鞋子是我的。於是，一人死抱一边鞋子，留下僵着的人民。

This is a post that I read from a blogger named uncle boo.

The website is here.

Do visit ya.

This is my new space.

This were the boxes. And bags

TA-DA!

Oh yeah, I am currently having my finals.

So today is the only day that I have time to update everything.

Hope you enjoy it.

Have a nice day.

Do you know that it hurts sometimes?

This is a late post

This is a post regarding my dad's birthday.

Well we just moved to new house on that day itself

and I have no time to blog about this so that's why it's late.

So now I shall let the photos do the talking.

This is the main character of the day.

Mom and Dad

Me and sister

Youngest sis

My meal of the day

The family photo and the cakey:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!!!

On the way home, I took this photo.

I always love KLCC.

That's all.

Love, suat wei.

Sometimes, you just don't know how much i care for you.

Happy Mother's Day..(belated)

Well, I know that it's late but I have no choice because I can only go online when I am in college.

So this is what i wanna say to you mommy.

I love you.

I appreciate every single thing that you've done for me.

Especially when you have to tolerate my bad-tempered and childish behaviour.

I really love you.

Eventhough sometime I might be rude to you.

Trust me, I don't mean it.

Once again. Happy Mother's Day.

Goodbye.

Time flies.
Today is the last day of classes in college.
Friends, take good care of yourself and we shall meet again..:)

Goodbye. :)

New Start.

Hey peeps,
I am feeling quite happy and excited right now for I am going to move to new house!!! ^^

However, thinking of the tiring and exhauting packing job, I am fainting already.
i've moved three times already and this time I think it will be the most exhauting one because there are too many things to pack..:(

Hope that everything will be fine...;)

Gosh

Right after my last calss, which was econs, I was walking to the guarddhouse with Li May and Shereena.
Both of them were walking in front while I was at the back.

Then, suddenly Mr. Mohan popped up beside me and asked: " Started studying already?"
I answered:" Not really, i felt unprepared because i kept forgetting what I've studied."

He said:" It's the good time to study now"=='
Alright.

I know that I've to study..A lot more..T.T
Btw, I am moving to new house on thurs.
Packing stuff for these few days. Very tiring.

GAH!

....

Sometimes,
I just need a break.

I believed that I can walk a better journey after reviving from my rest.

Just let go.

许多事情，总是在经历过以后才会懂得。一如感情，痛过了，才会懂得如何保护自己；傻过了，才会懂得适时的坚持与放弃，在得到与失去中，我们慢慢地认识自己。

其实，生活并不需要这么多无谓的执着，没有什么就真的不能割舍。学会放弃，生活会更容易。　

学会放弃，在落泪以前转身离去，留下简单的背影；学会放弃，将昨天埋在心底，留下最美好的回忆；学会放弃，让彼此都能有个更轻松的开始，遍体鳞伤的爱不一定就刻骨铭心。

这一程情深缘浅，走到今天，已经不容易，轻轻地抽出手，说声再见，真的很感谢，这一路上有你。曾爱你的，今天，仍是爱你。只是，爱你，却不能与你在一起。一如爱那原野的花茎，爱它，却不能携它归去。

喜欢，不一定要得到

每一份感情都很美，每一程相伴也都令人迷醉。是不能拥有的遗憾让我们更感眷恋；是夜半无眠的思念让我们更觉留恋。感情是一份没有答案的问卷，苦苦的追寻并不能让生活更圆满。也许一点遗憾、一丝伤感，会让这份答卷更隽永，也更久远。

收拾起心情，继续走吧，错过花，你将收获雨。继续走吧，你终将收获自己的美丽。

一个永远不想失去你的人，未必是爱你的人，未必对你忠心耿耿。有时只是这种脑袋不清的强烈占有欲者，他们才会做出各种“损人不利己”的事情，还如此理所当然。

谁说喜欢一样东西就一定要得到它。有时候，有些人，为了得到他喜欢的东西，殚精竭虑，费尽心机，更甚者可能会不择手段，以至走向极端。也许他得到了他喜欢的东西，但是在他追逐的过程中，失去的东西也无法计算，他付出的代价是其得到的东西所无法弥补的。也许那代价是沉重的，直到最后才会被他发现罢了。其实，喜欢一样东西，不一定要得到它。　

有时候为了强求一样东西而令自己的身心都疲惫不堪，是很不划算的。再者，有些东西是“只可远观而不可近瞧的”，一旦你得到了它，日子一久，你可能会发现其实它并不如想像中的那么好。如果你再发现你失去的和放弃的东西更珍贵的时候，我想你一定会懊恼不已。所以，也常有这样的一句话“得不到的东西永远是最好的”。所以，当你喜欢一样东西时，得到它并不是你最明智的选择。

谁说喜欢一个人就一定要和他在一起？有时候，有些人，为了能和自己喜欢的人在一起，他们不惜使用“一哭二闹三上吊”这种最原始的办法，想以此挽留爱人。也许这留住了爱人的人，却留不住他的心。更有甚者，为了这而赔上了自己那年轻而又灿烂的生命，可能这会唤起爱人的回应吧，但是这也带给了他更多的内疚与自责，还有不安，从此，快乐就会和他挥手告别。

其实，喜欢一个人，并不一定要和他在一起，虽然有人常说“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”，但是，并不是所有人都会快乐。喜欢一个人，最重要的是让他快乐，因为他的喜怒哀乐都会牵动你的心绪。所以，也有这样一句话“你快乐，所以我快乐”。

喜欢一样东西，就要学会欣赏它、珍惜它，使它更弥足珍贵。 喜欢一个人，就要让他快乐，让他幸福，使那份感情更诚挚。如果你做不到，那你还是放手吧！所以，有时候，有些人，也要学会放弃，因为放弃也是一种美丽。

I like this passage a lot.
Hope you enjoy it.

I am not supposed to be in college.

Well, according to some classmates and friends, today is the professional day in which all the lecturers went for some sort of training thing.

so no college today.

However, I am here, right here in the library.

Why?

To finish up my unfinished work.

This is called padan muka.

lol

Didn't really do anything during the holidays.

Hopefully I can finish them.

I thought

Putting you down doesn't mean that I don't care about you anymore.
It still hurt sometimes but I will be fine.

I am a silly girl.

Lying is no good.

Lies are the scariest thing.
Good liers can make their lies sound like the truth.
I am a bad lier.
When I lie, I felt guilty and it's very easy to tell from my face that I am lying.

But sometimes, telling lies is somehow the best way to ssolve the particular problem.
Well some of you might not agree with me, but i somehow believe it.

I just hope that I don't have to lie too often. I hate lies.

Old photos. Penang trip.

Since I was bored and I am not up to anything, I will just upload some photos.

At botanical garden:

Look at the monkey, it was trying to drink from the can. Lol. Super cute.

This is me, trying to hug the big big tree

Me and my sisters. Weird pose. Lol

Tuh Tuh train.

My dear daddy.

I know that I am prettier ah..XP

Pretty garden. I love flowers.:)

Me and the bonsai.

Mom, me and dad.

At the first hotel room:

The sea view.

We changed to the second hotel because mom thought that this hotel is not good enough.

I just woke up. LOL. Look at my panda eyes.

At Kek Lok Si:

That's all for the moment. :)

Weird dream

I had a weird dream yesterday.

I was having my lunch in some cafe and suddenly a bunch of ppl caught me and dragged me to a weird place.

Then, I got locked into a place in which one side of the cage was exposed to ferocious animals.
OMG..at that time, i thought that i was in some kind of action movies in which I had to rescue myself and also other ppl.

Well, in the cage, when the animals were approaching us, we couldnt move because the animals were sensitive to any movement. lol
Then we lived in this kind of condition for like a week. Then, we managed to kill all the animals and escaped. lol. weird right.

Of course there will be some love story involved. Kinda cool right? i mean in such condition , you are still managed to find your true love..lol

My mind must have gone wrong to have such dream. Too fantasy already. I just feel funny when i thought of it.

Well, it's good to have some out-of-reality dream sometimes, don't you think so?

I am just not that into you

Before this, I thought I really like you, or maybe I was.
But time seems to take away everything from me.
You used to mean everything to me. Seriously.
However, after you have left, I did feel depressed and sad because I won't be able to see you anymore. As time passed by, you are no longer occupying my heart.

So, should I congratulate myself. For being able to be freed?
:)
Maybe.

It's just very heart-warming.

Right after i got back my laptop,
I've been online for the longest time ever. LOL

I've chatted with a few best friends of mine and I am really happy that our relationship are still good and close like last time.

Especially at late night, when I know that there are ppl who are still online.
We talked about a lot of stuff. From craps to serious stuffs. But all of them mean the same to me.

I must admit that I communicate with ppl better in the virtual world than real life.
In real life, I just don't know how to express myself well.
If I get to choose, I prefer to be the one sitting in front of the PC.
In real life, i am a good listener but not a good speaker.
Often, I can't tell others what I really want.

Anyway, I am improving right now.
Hopefully, I will be better.

I am back..

Hello everyone, how are you guys recently?
I really miss everyone of you.

I just had my trials two weeks ago and I don't think I did very well.
Haiz...I thought i've studied enough.
Too bad, I was wrong.
I know that I need to study a lot more.

Let's get going suat wei!!!

Yesterday, I went McD with mom.
While we were enjying our delicious meal, a Malay woman said:
"Kak, minuman ini extra, kak mau tak?"
initialy my mom said no. Then the woman was very friendly and keep saying nevermind, you can have it.
So my mom just take it. Then chit-chtted with her. My mom is very good in this kind of social thing..lol

So those big ppl always said that our country is not integrated.
But in my opinion, I think that they are the one who cause all these.
I don't think what they've said reflect the true situation.

There's one message that I want to send to them.
Put down yourself and listen to us.
This is the true definition of democracy.

That's all for this short update.

I didn't watch american idol before this until Li May and Shereena got so excited about it.

And I like Adam Lambert.

After this performance.

Way to go man.

:)

Pheww..not for long.

So I just had my chemistry exam just now and let me tell you,

It's FREAKING HARD!!!!!

Well the first three questions were ok,

Then when I continued with the questions,

I found that my mind was partially blank since I don't know how to answer the questions.

Surprisingly I wasn't panic.

I just want to fill up all the blanks and go home to sleep.

I haven't been sleeping very well for these few days.

For ppl who know me, they will know that i have to sleep for at least 8 hours per day.

Imagine I only slept 10 hours for 2 DAYS.

AAahhhhh.. Cannot blame anyone because this is partly my fault as

I am burning the midnight oil.

So I promise that I will work hard for finals.

Trials is just to remind me how much do i have to study for finals.

Anyway, I went to peppercorn with Shereena.

Well, I think that the food over there do not taste as nice as before.

For example, the mushroom soup.

It used to be so creamy and yummy.

But now I think that it is tasteless.

Just like drinking water.

And it's expensive.

I am aware that recession is happenning right now.

But then you can make it into a smaller proportion.

Never try to reduce the ingredient.

Ah well. Disappointed.

Just An Hour

For many years, Earth has been destroyed.

So there's one thing that you can do to create awareness among all the people

that you know.

So remember to do this.

Switch off the lights for an hour on the 28th of March 2009.

Starting from 8.30 pm to 9.30 pm.

Do something for the Earth.

Again...?

KUALA LUMPUR: Puchong MP Gobind Singh Deo has been suspended from Parliament without allowance and benefits for one year for alleging that Deputy Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak was involved in a murder case and for contempt against the Deputy Speaker.

Parliament Speaker Tan Sri Pandikar Amin Mulia made the decision on Monday after the matter was put to vote and a majority of MPs were in favour of suspending Gobind Singh.
On Thursday, Gobind Singh was ejected from the House for the third time when he kept on speaking about Mongolian Altantuya Shaariibuu’s murder case although the chair had ordered him to stop.

Deputy Speaker Datuk Ronald Kiandee ruled that it was sub-judice to talk about a case that was pending in court.

The outburst occurred after Najib had finished replying to points raised during the debate on the mini budget.

Later at the Parliament lobby, Gobind Singh said it was most unfortunate that he had been suspended.

“The fight does not stop here. I will focus more on constituency work from now one and in one year, I will be back,” he said.

He also said he was disappointed that he was not given a chance to defend himself in the House.

[source: Star online]

I always wonder, now the main problem faced by the country is the economic crisis right?

Why are they still playing all the political game?

Tag again..

Tagged by yi ping.:)

tag #1:100 truths
001. Real name - Thang Suat Wei
002. Nickname(s) - SWT Wei, Thang Thang Thang Thang...lol
003. Zodiac sign - Aquarius
004. Male or female - Female
005. Elementary - Kuen Cheng Kindergarden
006. Middle School - SJK(C) Kuen Cheng 1
007. High School - Catholic High School
008. College - Taylors University College
009. University - Monash University(soon to be)
010. Hair Color - brownish black?
011. Long or short - long
012. Loud or quiet - random
013. Sweat or jeans - jeans
014. Phone or camera - camera phone?
015. Health freak - not really
016. Drink or smoke - drink
017. Do you have crush on someone - not now
018. Eat or drink - both?
019. Piercings - yup
020. Tattoos - never

Firsts:
023. First piercing - when i was 6.
First best friend - On Xiu Tao
025. First award - standard 6
026. First Crush - you are the one:)
027. First pet - turtle
028. First big vacation - singapore
030. First big birthday - don't have one

Currently:
049. Eating - sushi!!!
050. Drinking - refreshing drinks
052. I'm about to - go to class
053. Listening to - nothing
054. Plans for today - study study and study
055. Waiting for - someone to love me=p

Future:
058. Want kids - of course..
059. Want to get married - yes
060. Careers in mind - anything that can make big money$$

Which is better in the boy/girl you like:
068. Lips or eyes - eyes
070. Shorter or taller - taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous - both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - both
074. Sensitive or loud - not too loud
075. Hook-up or relationship - relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant - neither

Have you ever:
080. Lost glasses/contacts - yes
081. Run away from home - thought of that before:(
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense - nope
083. Killed somebody - lol..do i look like i am going to do that?
084. Broken someone's heart - yes
085. Been arrested -nope
087. Cried when someone died - yes

Do you believe in:
089. Yourself - i will doubt myself sometimes
090. Miracles - yes
091. Love at first sight - not really
092. Heaven - yes
093. Santa Claus - nope
094. Tooth Fairy - nope
095. Kiss on the first date - yes

Answer Truthfully:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now - not now.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life - i am ok with it
099. Do you believe in God - yea
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people

I tag everyone:)

Here I am

So here I am,

using computer and plurk early in the morning at the library.



Recently, I am very lazy.

And in fact the trials is coming REALLY SOON!!!



Omg, I am so dead.

I always wonder.

Where is all my passions?



Now everything seems to be not important anymore.

I only know how to have fun.



I really don't want to disappoint my parents.

SERIOUSLY.



ok. going to class now.

TATA

CHAOS..

My day is started in a very undelightful way.
This is a prob with my neighbour.
I don't know how to explain the misunderstanding behind all this. It's a long story.

But this morning, whe my mom was out there hanging clothes, the stupid fellow next door started calling my mom bitch.
Then my mom fought back of course, and went back into the house.
Then that fellow waited until my dad came home.
A whole bunch of them walked to the gate of my house and started scolding.

They even video it.
So I asked my sister to take our hp and recorded too.
We had some sort of arguement out there. And they threathened to slap us. wtf.
Then my mom decided to just report police.
So I went to the police station with my mom.

There, i showed the police the video and gave statement.
The police even shoke his head and said" saya pun tak boleh tahan"

Half an hour later, two police officers came and talked to the fellow next door.
The son went with the police.

Then later on, the police called up and told my mom that the fellow promise not to quarrel with us anymore. Padan muka.

So now at last peace is restored.
But for how long, I don't know.

p.s: My image spoilt dee lah..

Coincidence?

Got this from munteng's blog.

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

I think part of it is true..not all..

I'm glad.

As usual, I reached college at 7.10 in the morning.
The sky is still dark and I am walking sleepily.
At the same time, my heart was pounding hard. I don't know why.
I went to the library, searched for a computer, logged in and started to do my work.
At around 8.30, May called me and yeah, things weren't that bad as what I've thought.
I love you lots Li May.
I will remembered everything that you had said to me.
Classes progressed as usual.
I found them boring.
At the same time I am stressed too..
AAHHHH..
I really need someone to push me.
I am so not independent. Gosh.

这一天。。

心血来潮，突然想在这个月的最后一天写个帖子。

离预考还有3个星期，心情还是有点复杂。
希望能够尽快整理好。

最近我活得还不错，
朋友间的关系逐渐在升温。

再来就是升学问题。
本身真的很想到澳州去念书。
希望经济上的问题能够解决。

还有老同学们，
我很想念你们哦!
很希望能够与你们见面。

就这样咯。。。
二月的最后一天，再见。

可惜。。。

从陈冠希到蔡细历医生，直到现在的YB黄洁冰，
我不得不摇头叹气。

我真的不明白，为何有些无聊的人会为了抄作新闻而不惜侵犯他人的私隐？
三情六欲本是人的天性，是人人都有的。
唯一的不同就是他们这些私事被人公诸于世。
这世界上怎么那么多狗仔？

想想看，如果他们不是公众人物的话，这样的事会引起如此的骚动吗？
我真的很痛恨那些为了自己的好处而不折手段的人。

我很赞同YB黄洁冰所说的一句话：
“我不会为了自己的女人情欲而感到羞耻。”

对，说得一点都没错。就用这一句话去回应那些把照片流出去的人，让他们无地自容。
不过我想他们的脸皮那么厚，应该不会感到惭愧。

不要紧，你只需要知道还有那些爱你的选民会永远的支持你。
因为他们心中都有一把尺。
谁是称职的，他们都看在眼里。
而那些想要打击你的人，是不会得逞的。

虽然我们很希望你能继续为人民服务，但你的去意已定。
没关系。

加油，我们永远支持你。

How could I ever resist all these?

How nice if I have a body which can carry the clothes well and nice.

The sad thing is that my body is not in a good proportion.

I don't mean that I must have perfect body.

I just need to slim down.

I always tell myself that my body line is just curvy(although it's fats)

Well, you might think that I am vain or anything,

But who wouldn't want to be beautiful?

THe thing is that I eat normal food with normal calories.

While my two thin sis eat a lot more than me,

and they just won't get fat...

AAARRGGGGHHHH

They can eat as much as they want.

haiz, hopefully I will be able to lose some weight soon

This is a grumpy post....;(

OMG

They are to pretty to be eaten...

LOVE LOVE LOVE them.

Happy Valentine's Day!

Three of the guys in our class bought roses for every girl in our class.

How nice of them..:)

I love roses..

They are just so lovely.

This is the puzzle I am talking about.
It's just so nice.

Few years later, when I looked back at this,

I am sure that it's a very sweet memory to me.

Thank you so much Li May.

I can't imagine how my college life will be without you.

And of course other besties..:)

Oh yeah, for photos on my birthday, pls click here

Search for the post on 12 FEB.

I took a few random pics this afternoon.

Enjoy:)

You are the best!!!

Yes. That's why..

Aiyo, I am feeling guilty to make you mine..lol

Youare the best..

Have a nice day:)

The 19th...

Finally, the long awaited day has come.

Yesterday, at around 10.30, KC called me.
I was quite surprised as normally he will just msg me.
Thank you so much friend. You are the best friend I could ever have.
No matter what problems I have, you will always be a good listener and cheer me up.
And I know that my secrets are always safe with you.
I really don't know how life's like without you friend.
May our friendship has no expiry date. LOL;)

After that I placed my phone on the table and went to bed.
At around middle of the night, I heard familiar tones ringing.
I was very blur at that time and I decided to ignore the tones.
But then, after a while the same tone rang again.
I reached my phone with my eyes half closed..Lol
Then I read msgs from boon, li may and jit teng.
I was quite happy at that time..haha.. Then because I couldn't sleep after I woke up,
I stayed awake till around 2.
Consecutively, i received msg from yi ping, wooi joe, chee yuen, jyh ling.

Oh ya, Jie Hui called me. Thank you so much guys.
You guys are awesome.

Then today, i received msgs from Jing Xin, Shereena, cousin, YY, Guan Huan and Chin Jun.

Later then, at my first break, my friends bought me a lovely cake. *hugs*. It's really pretty.
Then we camwhore a little.
Oh yeah, my bestie Li May gave me a puzzle and a pair of earrings. The puzzle is actually made up photos that we took together at random times and places. LOL.
This is the best present I've ever had. THANK YOU LI MAY. LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

After college, chee yuen, jia yi and zhen xiang celebrated for me. First time having three cakes on my birthday. :) THANK YOU AGAIN.
Then I went home later.

I was quite surprised to got a present from boon, jit teng and lok mun.
Thank you so much.
The present is pretty..:)

I have an awesome day today, although there's slight disappointment, I still want to thank everyone. You have made my day bright.

P/S: Although someone ffk, it's ok. but i am curious...
This post is fulled of "thank you"
经过了今天，我终于都死心了， 我们真的只是很普通的朋友而已。
但我还是很珍惜曾为你流过的泪。

Happy Life?

在我小的时候，
快乐的定义很简单。
只要给我一包糖或着巧克力，我就会高兴上一整天。
又或着当妈妈牵着我的手，带我去上学时，我总会特别高兴。

上了小学，要求开始变多。
总是期望父母能给我多一些爱，多一些关心。
总希望在朋友间显得耀眼。
成绩也要是最好的。
这样我就会很快乐。

再过几年，
上了中学，
总是希望某人多注意我，
希望自己能够媲美同班同学。
过后又考得漂亮的成绩让父母骄傲。
这样的我也觉得很快乐。

上了高中，我发觉原来我一路以来所想象的快乐，
并不是我真正所要的。
我发觉只有真正的友谊才是我想要的。

到了今天我们的关系还是那么的要好，
我心中不是只有快乐，而是感激。
感激缘分让我们相遇。

对我而言，真正的朋友，
就算没有很密集的交流，也能一见面就一点就通。
根本不需顾忌什么。
就算说错话，也能大方的原谅。

我想我已找到，你呢？

Tagged:)

Tagged by Yi Ping





The Rules:


1. Take picture of yourself at this instant


2. Don't change your clothes, Don't fix your hair. Just take a picture


3. Post the picture taken with NO EDITING


4. Post your picture with the instructions


5. Tag 8 people

I was reading yi ping's blog at this time and i saw the tag.

Aiyo, my eyebags.

Luckily I wear glasses.

I tag:

Whoever is reading this blog..:)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

I am still me

Why don't you give the trust in me?
Why can't you let me do things that other kids are doing?
Everytime i try to explain or defend myself, you would say that, "stop being rebellious, you are still young, what do you know about life?"

Well may be in your era, things worked this way.
But let me tell you now, the world has changed.
Don't you know this phrase?
" Change is the only constant thing in life?"
Please set your mind now.
Renew the info or whatever you are having now.
Ppl do change.
i am not the little kid who will only depends on you solely for her life.
I have other things to consider in my life.
How long would you be with me?
20 yrs, 30 yrs?
Definitely not forever.

I am not rebellious at all.
I am just trying to tell you how'd i feel.
Being "supervised" 24 hrs by you.

What make you feel that I am not the same old me?

You had been a young lady before, why don't you try to understand me?

家

家，往往是我得到安慰的地方。
无论我在外遇到多少波折，它无疑就是我的避风巷。
我是个不折不扣会想家的人。
所以我无法想像当我的家变得冷冷清清的时候会是怎样。
有谁不想有个温暖的家？
希望它尽快回到以前。

昨天，Terence的家举行生日派对。
蛮热闹的。
因为被一些事困扰着，所以我无法尽情得玩。
回到家，我就直接回去房里睡觉。
昨晚我似乎喝多了，导致今早头有些疼。
人家不是常说借酒消愁吗？
怎么我喝了，愁不见得消了？

我真希望一切赶快过去。

p/s: i am sorry.

說好的 幸福呢?

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得
妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了


時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得
妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了 我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

I really like this song. If you want to let go, just let it go.

Random

Sometimes, I know I am a fun and nice(i think)person when ppl joke around me.
Well it's only true if it's not too over, alright.
Me being nice doesn't mean that i don't mind what you are saying.
It's just that I choose to get over it.
So pls know where the limits are.

Happy Birthday, KC

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
My BEst Friend, kok choon.
Finally, you turn 18.

Wish you have a sweet and happy relationship with HER.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY again.

Surprises

i loves surprises,
i don't know why.

Somehow,
i always hope that there will be a surprise waiting for me.

My first ever surprise was in form 5,
When Jie hui handed me a birthday card on my big day.
I was truly touched at that moment.
I thank her.
May be it was the only word i could think of at that time.

Then the second surprise.
My college mates bought me a cake on my big day.
First time ever, I had two cakes for my day.
And of course, the cards that I've received.
Thank you so much.

I always wish that my parents could give me surprises.
may be a party or what..
Haha..but they always tell me what they are going to do...
But i am glad too..
At least I am someone that they will be truthful to..
Being honest to me all the time.

Oh, and my friends.
GREAT FRIENDS<3

I am so blessed.

你

我常常在想，
你的脑里到底在想些什么？

你的表面常常都是一副不在乎的样子。
但是我知道事实并非如此。

我很好奇，
你为何就是不肯把内心的自己展现出来，
每一次都带着面具示人。

人真的有那么可怕吗？

No title.

他烦恼，
但她不知。

她无理取闹，
他知。

他想挽回，
但她很执着。

她想原谅，
但选择发脾气。

结果，
翻脸了。

唉！
苦啊！

Trust

I dislike ppl who do not keep their promises.
If you can't do it, pls don't promise me.

But if you did, I hope that you can do what you have said.
I trust you.

I know that it's for my own good.
Yeah, of course i know.
I am 18 this year, going to be 19.
So what, I am not doing stuff that a 18-year-old teenage girl should do.
I have been listening to you for all this while, isn't that enough.
But yet, sometimes you just wanted more, you expect me to be your puppet.
Do whatever you want me to do, and let you control my life.
Alright, I will let it be, coz I am still happy with what I am having right now.
But what if there is one day when I don't want to follow every wish of yours anymore?
Will you be mad at me? or will you just let it be?
I really don't know.
I am very unsure of what I am doing.
I am afraid that whatever you are doing to me will destroy me.
I hope that that day will not come.

I TRUST YOU.

A brand new year!

It's 2008

GOING TO

2009!!!

Today, i had an outing with a few of my old friends.

I had a really fun time with them.

However, some of the people couldn't make it.

Sad:(

Hopefully we can go out again next time.

2008,

is a year that is full of a mixture of events.

I couldn't find a word to describe it.

But I am lucky enough to meet a bunch of good friends in college.

Plus, I realised that I am still important to my friends..Happy:)

I hope that 2009 will be a brand new year for me.

A year in which I can have my dream come true.(eventhought this is my wish every year)

Once again,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

The reunion.

Yesterday was the "official" gathering of 5s5.
We had a lot of fun.

Most of us haven't change a bit.
may be physically, but our bond are still as strong.

I really can't describe the feelings of meeting old friends.
I just feel very excited and happy.

I always wonder, how have they been doing?
Are they still fine?
Do they change a lot?

But luckily, we are still the s5 that we used to be.
Fun, loud, humorous, caring and lovely..
haha..

Now i am anticipating for another gathering,
but when will it be?

昨晚到mid valley去。
在mph书店里头看到了一个很可爱的东西。
它其实是一组娃娃。
如果说把娃娃倒转过来，下面有一个可以放小纸条的地方。
据说是可以把自己的心声写下来，
然后把它送给你要送的人。
很可爱吧？
娃娃的名字momiji。
我看了真的好喜欢，
可惜价钱实在是太贵了，我买不下手
所以只好拍照咯。

刚好昨天又有表演。

看完了赏心悦目的表演后，

我真的非常佩服那些舞者。

他们是多么得努力在为民众表演,

为的就是把那一份快乐给传播出去。

就算自己是很不快乐的，也要把那笑容挂在脸上。

我，真的很佩服他们。

联想。。。

已经好久没写部落格了，
应该是因为我懒惰吧？再加上因为忙功课的关系，
所以就忽略了。

星期一刚从槟城回来，买了很多DVD。
在这三天内， 就把一部剧片看完。
相信这部片子， 大家都不陌生。
《恶作剧之吻》， 看过吧？
里头的女追男情节， 还蛮像曾经单恋的我。
虽然我才没像湘琴那么勇敢、那么疯狂，
但我确实曾经那么喜欢过一个人。
当然那个人毫不知情。
从头到尾都是我自己一厢情愿。
由此至终，我都没有想让他知道我的心意，
因为我害怕得到他的答案。

事到如今，一切都在改变着。
现在我心里想要的就是能够一直看得到他。
其他的我不敢想太多。
毕竟，我们还是朋友嘛，
我不想失去他。
只要能看到他就够了，虽然连这个机会也便得很渺茫。
反正现在我的这份心意，已经不知不觉得藏到我的心里深处。
只是偶尔会浮到表面。

我想，在我还没有找到一个能够与我两情相悦的人之前，
我应该很难把他给忘记。
我，很傻吧？

虽然说这样一直把这感觉藏在心里也不是办法，
但我又能怎样？
现在我见到他的机会几乎等于零。
还是早点死掉这条心吧。
反正他那么的优秀，哪会喜欢我这个不起眼的女生。

其实我常常都很好奇， 我到底是个怎样的女生？
讨人喜欢的， 还是个令人讨厌的， 又或着是个不会让人心动的女生？
还是一个为了要讨好别人而不惜改变自己的女生，然后到最后连自己是什么都不知道？
不管了，套一句话，船到桥头自然直。

哎哟，你们不要误会我又在emo。
只不过是一时给那连续剧勾起了我的回忆。
接下来要看的戏就是《命中注定我爱你》，
哈哈，好期待。

好了就来谈下我最近的生活。
终于都放假了，心里头有着好多的念头。
感觉上我好象有好多事情在等着我去做。
哎哟，慢慢来吧，我可是很期待与旧同学见面呢。

关于我的槟城之旅，我会尽快把照片都贴上这里，
有兴趣看的话，就耐心地等下咯。
好吧, 就到此为止了。

或许，
我们从来都没在同一条线上。

或许，
这就是我和你的缘分。

或许，
我俩都走在平行线上。

或许，
有一天你会发现我的存在。

或许，
有一天你会突然喜欢我。

也许，
我还在期待。

stupid Driver.

Yesterday, when i was driving home, there's one incident.
On the lanes where the two lanes become one lane, one stupid bus driver overtake me eventhough the road is so narrow already and almost bang my car.
He was behind me ok. and I wasn't driving very slowly.
Is it that nice to bully the P-licence driver?
They were once the p-licence driver too..
I just hate them for doing this..
Luckily nothing happened...
Curse that stupid driver!!!!!!

Going back..

Today is monday, while my two little sisters are still sleeping at home,
I have already dragged myself to college.

I know the lecturers are going to teach all the A2 stuff.
BUT.............I am so not in study mood.
Don't you think so?
Right after the torturing exam, we still have to fill our brain with more and harder stuff.
AHHHHHHH...Just don't feel like it.

I am so in holiday mood already.
What to do?
I still have to study hard as the next level is much harder than what I am doing right now.
May be for some people they think that it's easy, (IT'S NEVER EASY I TELL YOU.)
I still think that it's hard.
Nevermind, I will catch up soon..

The worst thing is, I've forgatten more that 70% of what I've learnt..gahhhhhhhh

Visiting my dad....at his office

Today me and my sisters decided to surprise my dad by going to his office.
Ended up my mom told him that we were going. =.=
When i reached there, my dad was checking all the reports and accounts. And there's A LOT!
Thicker than all the A levels book.

Then I helped my dad to do some stuff and work.
Tell you a secret. My dad is not so good at computers. Luckily he is a senior and doesn't need to do a lot of computer work. I helped him to key in some data and then we went back home.

While I was helping my dad doing the work, I started realised how hard is it to earn money.
Eventhough it is time to go home, my dad insists on finishing his work.
And I realised how much he had sacrificed for us. Btw, my dad works in a bank.

I had the opportunity to play with the machine which count the money and the machine that is used to detect counterfeit notes.
Luckily there was very few ppl at that time.

Sometimes I tell my dad that i wanted to work in a bank, just like him.
Then my dad tell me, then you will have to be able to cope with stress and the rush.
Most importantly, the money.

I love money, who doesn't. LOL.

Off to go...

I just had my bio paper 2 this morning.
I can't believe that everthing just ended like this. I mean after studying for so long, we are only given 75 minutes to prove ourselves. Sometimes I just feel funny.

Despite all this, I am so glad that all these are going to be over. i missed college and classes.
I missed the stress-less life.
I wil think about A2 after i had fun. I don't want to die of heart attack at this young age.

So wish me luck ppl. For tomorrow.

Revealed

I always believe that time can really change everything. No matter what, we can't be sure that one thing will always stay where it was before.

I can't really explain this but this is true. I don't know when does it start but I do feel the change. I am starting to notice. I am starting to care. I am wondering.

I've been waiting long. Waiting long enough to heard my inner voice.
However, I still haven't received the message.

I am kinda lost and confused. I don't know whether I should give it a try or not.
I am scared. What if the whole thing just doesn't work? What if I screwed up everything? What if I hurt anyone?

After everything we've been through, I felt the sincerity. This is the thing that make me touched. No one has done that to me before. Maybe there was but it's just a different thing.
What will happen if I nod? What will happen if I don't?

I know that I am hurting someone already. I've been thinking for the whole year. I am just so undecisive. Maybe it's not worth worrying as it may be the past for someone.
I was wondering. Is it too late to start realising now?
I know it's too late right now. It's bullshit to start talking all these nonsenses right now.

All this while. No. All these years, I am inexperience. Inexperience in encounting all these. There's no one to tell me what to do. Even myself.
Sometimes I am just being selfish.
I know I shouldn't block your way. You have your own life and I have mine.

It has been countless night, I ended up tearing under my blanket till I fell asleep.
I have no guts to tell anyone. Or rather I don't know how to start telling people.
It's not that I don't trust them, it's just that I don't know how to tell.
What I know how to do is crying. Useless. I just don't have the courage to face my problems.

Sometimes it just feel so good to know that someone care for you. And I am the poor thing who do not know how to appreciate it. No matter what, thanks for everything and you know who you are. If I make you feel bad or anything, I apologize. Please don't be. Because I am the one who should be taking all this.

Please don't misunderstand me. I am not getting any sympathy here. I want to be strong. I just don't want to suppress my feelings anymore. I just want to tell everything and let everyone know about how I feel. Then jugde me. Any wise words are welcome. Be it privately or publicly. Just tell me. I want to know.

I am just flushing everything that I've kept for a long time. I felt so much better.
I know that I am being quite emo lately. I just couldn't help it.
But I promise, no matter what happen, I will keep smiling because this is the only way to make me believe that I am ok.

By the way, two more papers till freedom. ^^ No worries.

Am I being too extreme? I hope not. I guessed everyone will have a better view of me after reading this post. I am a girl with a lot of worries.

最近。。。

我算是鼓起勇气去写这篇文章，
希望你们能够耐心得读。

表达自己？
最近我发觉我越来越不会表达自己。
欲言又止是我惯用的动作。
我想破了头， 还是无法寻找到答案。

或许我习惯了隐藏真实的自己。
让自己在这个虚伪的世界藏起来。
然而我又偶尔把内心的那个自己呈现在人面前。

我经历过的事并不少。
都活了十八年， 看东西多多少少都会看得比较透彻。

人真的翻脸比翻书还快。
这是我的真实体验。
一下子热情连连， 转过了头一得罪他，
我就会被批评得体无完肤。

说什么我真的后悔了、什么道歉之类的，
老实说我觉得很假。

当然不是每个都是这样。
我还有值得我去付出真心的朋友。

当你想要别人如何对待你，你就要这样去对待人家。
可是我不见得我的真心和回报有同样的比例。

或许是我小心眼， 可是我常常都在想，
难道真的是我的错吗？
我也只不过是一个普通人而已，
难道我能控制一切吗？

希望你们读了这篇文章后不会因此而对我保有戒心。
我只是单纯得想要表达我自己而已。

我只是想要珍惜彼此的缘分而已。

缘分？
缘分这东西真的很奇怪。
它会悄悄地来， 然后一瞬间就消失得无影无踪。
记得以前小的时候，曾试过"暗恋"一个人。
可是天呀，我那时候连爱也不知道是什么， 还学人玩暗恋。

后来到了中学，是情窦初开的时候。
印象中有个男孩， 我对他有好感。
后来都没事发生，好笑吧？

然后到了高中，身边的人纷纷开始谈恋爱，
我傻傻地问自己，为什么没有人追我？
想起来真的觉得很好笑。过
后我的高中生活就这样的过了。

到年尾才得知有个男孩等了我好久。
突然觉得对他有一点愧疚。
只想对他说我不知道我们之间有没有机会，
因为我连我自己要什么都不知道。
我知道你对我很好。
我真的很谢谢你。
就这样我的中学生涯到了尾声。

上了学院后， 以为有机会了。
结果班上女生占多数。
又没希望了。

想必我这里的剖白已经回答了一些人的疑问吧？
每当别人问我，有没有人追呀？
我都说没有，而他们总是不相信。
不是说我自己条件好还是什么，
不过我就是没有嘛。

我也在等待缘分的到来。
你几时才来？

生活
我最近的生活都很普通。
现在正忙着考试，不久后就放假了。
期待能与朋友们聚一聚。
还有补看错过的电影。

没考试的时候，就会闲在家里。
差点没发霉。
书固然要读，但读久了就不想去碰了。
希望难熬的日子快点过。

最近迷上了plurk。
有一点无法自拔。
不过真的很过瘾。

有时候我觉得自己有点奇怪，
不过不要紧，世界有我的容身之处。
不过与父母就多了一些冲突。
希望我们的关系不会变糟。

我的事情就告一段落。
谢谢你们耐心地把它读完。
如有任何留言请写下。

十一月的深思

十一月，
意味着什么？

十一月，
我们已走向尽头。

十一月，
生活作息都非常忙碌。

十一月，
惆怅又增添了几分？

十一月，
思念多了。

十一月，
恼人的测验席卷而来。

十一月，
天气凉了。

十一月，
十二月还会远吗？

十一月，
未完成的事还有多少？

十一月，
似乎是沉重的。

十一月，
我做过了什么？

十一月，
为什么我还那么闲？=.=

正期盼十二月的到来。


此文章是废话连篇。
读了就忘掉。

1 year....

it's our 1st anniversary..
Haha... We've graduated one year ago..
Time flies..
I miss those days.. just finished my math paper 6 exam.. it was easy.. i am so happy.. till we meet again..:)

The Past

There's another four days till my next paper,
so i guess it's ok for me to update my blog since it has been abandoned for quite a while..
haha..

i watched high school musical 3 today...
It was ok..but it did bring back a lot of memories to me..
the movie is basically talking about how the teens are going to make choices after they graduated which resembled what i've been through last year..

Time really flies.
Without myself( perhaps most of us) realizing.. It's already one year since our graduation..
I still remember how everyone of us was holding a camera in our hand and took pictures at all times with everyone...
And how i cried on the graduation day..

And i still remember those days that we had spent together studying for SPM.. prom, trips, gatherings...and a lot more..
We did a lot of things together and all these remain vivid in my mind..

May be you will say:" come on, life still goes on. so just keep moving.."
I know.. i've heard this for a millions of times...haha..

i don't know why but right after the movie was over, a sudden emo struck me...
I started to remember all the high school stuff...
remember the ways we joke with the teachers and how their responses were..
I also thought of the birthday song that had become the trademark of our class..
and the "mourning session for the 911".....etc...
Our class book....the best present for our graduation..

The time we had spent in editorial board, eating, playing, having fun, rushing the assignments and those datelines on the whiteboard...
I missed those a lot...

My favourite part of the movie is when Troy Bolton said this:" Once a wild cat, always a wildcat"
As for me...: "Once a CHSians, always a CHSians"

I miss you guys...
If anyone would ask me which part of your life is the best...
I will definitely say:" HIGH SCHOOL!"

Love,
suat wei

MLTR

i listened to this song last night when my father was listening..

i found that this song is very meaningful.

To me, love is never too late..

The only thing ppl will regret is when they meet the right person at the wrong time

They might not be together eventhough they have each other in their hearts.

Wish everyone can find their true love at the right time and right place..

Me on vogue

Cheong Tee jin you con me ah? I also can do lah.

Random...

Sometimes right, i feel that it's better if we comment and talk less.
Because maybe sometimes you don't really mean it, some people might feel offended or something
and they might start leaving you behind.
They might dislike you or something like that.
Sometimes i wished that i coiuld be like Peter Pan.
Being a kid forever as I don't have to be borthered by all the social thing.
I am so lucky that no one hates me right now.
If there is, i think I will feel damn sad..
I mean if you don't like someone.you will tend to be further away from that person right..
So yeah..sometimes I will just feel sad for those who are disliked by the others..
Now i know that I am fortunate enough to have a bunch of friends who love me and care for me..(I don't know whether there's anybody who dislikes me.)
but I am really grateful that I am blessed with all this.

Li May, Pui Yee, Shereena, Hsien Ming and Sue Wei who are my besties now in college.
All the fun moments we had together will always remain in memory.
And wen zhen, yi ping, yee hooi, jie hui, xiu tao, boon, jit teng, wen yau, tee jin, jia yi, chee yuen, ying yang, lok mun, jing hooi, zhen xiang, shu qin, suet lynn, jing xin and many more who care and always be there for me...
you guys are the best.
Though it's harder for us to meet up or catch up with each other
I still feel that we are somehow bonded.
My lovely s5, the fun pm 12..
i am glad that I've the chance to know you guys.
You guys are truely fabulous.
Everything listed in the post is the most sincere expression from my heart.
You can consider this as an emo post..
i am really blessed.

Have a nice day:)

Charity...?

"Would you like to have your change back or would you want to give it to the charity for leukaemia patients?"

ERRR....Of course i will be delightful and willing to donate for charity but asking in this way doesn't sound good to me...

There's a stall near the Taylor's guardhouse which was selling ice cream for charity..
After having lunch at McD, i bought an ice cream from the stall(btw, the ice cream cone was not crunchy) for charity..
The ice cream cost 3 bucks...But i only have 5 bucks and 10 bucks with me...
So i took out the 5bucks and paid..
Then the girl asked me: "Would you like to have your change back or would you want to give it to the charity for leukaemia patients?"

I said:" Ok.."

Then Li May started laughing =.=

Takkan i tell her that no, i want my two bucks back...haha...
Some more she said that it's for LEUKAEMIA PATIENTS!!!!!
I know that they are very kasihan...
But the way the ppl at the stall used is so like marketing strategy..haha
They are playing with our psychology, well you know in the sense that we will be sympathy for the LEUKAEMIA PATIENTS and WE WON"T GET OUR CHANGE BACK...

I am not saying it's a bad thing because since it's for the charity..
haha..
Luckily I didn't pay 10 bucks...
Or else i will have to ask her:"can I get my 5 bucks back and you keep the remaining two bucks?"

LOL....

P.S: I am not being stingy k, I will never be stingy when it comes to charity....

今天我有话说。。。

今天与昔日的同学相聚。
原以为离开以后，那种不舍的感觉不会那么的强烈。
怎知道当我看着他们一个一个地离开时，心中是多么的不舍得。
我多么地希望时间能停止在那一刻。
无奈日子还是要继续，生活还是要过。
虽然聚会没那么热闹，也没那么疯狂，
但我想告诉你们，只要有你们，多沉闷的日子也变得精彩。
看着你们，发觉你们还是像以前一样，没有丝毫的改变。
而我们的关系还是那么的熟络。
能够认识你们是我人生中最美好的事。
希望我们友谊的幼苗能够继续茁壮地成长。

One day in Genting..

This is a late update...
On the first day of the Raya, my parents had decided to bring us to Genting..
i think the whole trip was ok because i have been to Genting for so many times..
haha...
Well i think it will be funnier if i go with my friends..

We took quite a number of photos in the themepark..
Don't know why...
But i only posted a few because my connection is very slow....
So let the pictures tell the story....

Me and “雪小妹”

Me and “雪二妹”

standing in front of the trishaw

This was taken on the merry-go-round

I missed those days when my parents always bring me for this ride.

When we walked to our car, I saw this magnificent view and took a picture of it.

That's for all..

I will upload more pictures if i have time...

AH!!!!!I still have mood to play even finals is around the corner.

After the Rain...

雨下得再大，也有雨过天晴的时候。
天再怎么黑，也有光明的时候。
就算踏进了沼泽地，也会有被救的时候。
就算思绪陷入了一片混乱，也会有清醒的时候。

或许这种态度太乐观了。
但无可否认的是它让我觉得很窝心。
至少我会觉得本身其实也没什么解不开的烦恼。

命运冥冥就为我们铺好了路，
只是在于我们如何去走。
离开轨道，去创另一片天空，
还是依造原本的路线平稳的走下去？
没有人能够告诉我要如何去做，
没有人可以左右我的选择。

只要是我认为对的，
我就会坚持我的信念，
造我的方式去做。

我最讨厌不守信用的人。要么就说到做到，要不然就别承诺任何东西。

I'm still alive....

I knew that I didn't update this blog that often but haha...
What to do?
A-Levels just don't give me the break...
In the beginning of the year, i thought that A- levels is not as scary as SAM..
but trust me...they are more or less the same...
NO DIFFERENCE!!!!!!!
Maybe in the beginning you might felt that...aiya...it's ok lah...Can handle...
BUT(there's always a but) It's not.....
When it come to exams... you will think that... I have the knowledge lah... can do one..
Then you will end up crying....
it's not how much you have studied..
But it's how much you have used your brain....
Apparently, the author writing this post has only used a small part of her brain..
HAIZ...........

Yucks!!!

Just now my mom handed me half piece of guava....
And guess what i saw in it?

WORM!!!!!!!
Those tiny white worms..
Worst still I saw it after I've bitten the guava...
i saw one white thing moving knew that I've seen a worm..
I quickly spitted out what was left inside and quickly rinsed my mouth...

Then, I looked at the residue that i spitted out,
and i saw one tiny little thing iving..
EEWWWW!!!!!!!

Ok I don't know whether i've accidentally eaten the worm or not...
Now my stomach just don't feel right.....ARGH....stupid worm...
How come the one that my mom ate don't have one...
YER.....

Whatever lah...
Even if I did swallow something that I am not supposed to...
I guess the hydrochloric acid in my stomach will finish them off...

GROSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

中 秋 节 快 乐。。。

今 天 的 月 亮。。。。
我 不 知 道 耶。。。 没 去 赏 月...
月 圆 人 团 圆... 我 从 小 就 很 相 信 这 句 话..

犹 记 小 时 候， 我 很 喜 欢 吃 月 饼， 可 是 长 大 后 总 觉 得 吃 月 饼 变 成 了 一 种 公 行 列 事。 就 是 没 有 那 种 感 觉。

哈 哈。。。 不 管 如 何 还 是 要 祝 大 家 中 秋 节 快 乐。

TAADAA!!!!!!!

I hereby present you the new suat wei...


haha...

Finally..
haha...
At first i have no intention to cut it that short...
But my mom said that shorter nicer mah..
Haha...don't care...just try for a new cut..
It's good to try new things right..
It's just that i am not so use to hair that is this short because i can't "play" with my hair..

Anyway, I like it..
Haha..:P

DO you like it?

A Day Out

I am planning to cut my hair today..
But i didn't due to some reasons..

Therefore, i will go to mid valley again tomorrow to cut my hair...
Well, It woudn't be much difference as my hair will just be shorter...Haha..

But ther is something that I am proud of myself....
I DROVE TO MID VALLEY!!!!!
and park my car safely...
WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!

Then, in the afternoon my sister want to go to supermarket to buy mango...
for KH class i think..
They want to make fruit tart..
So Me, the driver,
Drove her out..
Then in the supermarket,
It was so funny...
Coz we seldom go to supermarket,
So ended up us asking each other:

My sister: "Sis, is this expensive ah?"
Me:"i don't know leh..I didn't know the price also...simply buy lah."
My sister: "Want to call mommy or not?"
Me:"Anything lah..."

Then at the moment i took out my phone, it rang...*scare me look*
I passed it to my sister.

My sister:"Ma, is RM x.xx for mango expensive?" "em, ok..."*hung up phone*
Me:" what did mommy said?
My sister:"She said help her to buy ginger also..."
Me:" ok"

Then we walked around to find ginger. Then my sis said that she want to buy snack.. Then ok loh.
After that, we paid and left.

Reached home...
My mom looked at the things we bought...
My mom:" Not bad wor..know how to buy stuff" "Good Good....next time we have another driver dee"

=.=" that's me....
Haha....

Hopefully that i will be able to cut my hair tomorrow...

如 果。。。

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 愿 意 用 你 的 生 命 来 爱 我？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 用 你 的 生 命 来 保 护 我？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 为 我 而 放 弃 一 切？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 在 我 寂 寞 的 时 候 来 陪 我？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 深 情 地 对 我 说 ：“我 也 爱 你”？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 为 我 付 出 你 的 所 有？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 在 我 流 泪 时 为 我 擦 掉 眼 泪？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 就 是 我 的 真 命 天 子？

如 果 你 是 爱 我 的，
你 是 否 会 对 我 坦 白？

Happy Belated Merdeka Day!!! (=.='")

国 庆 日 快 乐！！！
虽 然 已 经 过 了 三 天，
但 迟 来 的 祝 福 好 过 没 到。
所 以， 我 要 祝 马 来 西 亚：
国 泰 民 安，
各 族 和 睦 相 处，
不 要 再 有 甘 榜 主 义、
极 端 言 论、
贬 低 其 他 种 族、
鸡 奸 案、
贪 污、
举 剑、
嚣 张 及 不 自 量 的 领 袖、
只 说 不 实 践 的 领 袖 等。

要 有 对 各 族 公 平 的 制 度、
具 有 高 度 透 明 度 的 政 府、
让 马 来 西 亚 和 平 的 领 袖。
我 们 要 得的东 西 很 简 单，
只 要 和 平、 安 居 乐 业，
就 足 够 了。（ 不 要 太 贪 心 啦！）

祝：51 岁 生 日 快 乐！！！