A brand new year!

It's 2008

GOING TO

2009!!!

Today, i had an outing with a few of my old friends.

I had a really fun time with them.

However, some of the people couldn't make it.

Sad:(

Hopefully we can go out again next time.

2008,

is a year that is full of a mixture of events.

I couldn't find a word to describe it.

But I am lucky enough to meet a bunch of good friends in college.

Plus, I realised that I am still important to my friends..Happy:)

I hope that 2009 will be a brand new year for me.

A year in which I can have my dream come true.(eventhought this is my wish every year)

Once again,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

The reunion.

Yesterday was the "official" gathering of 5s5.
We had a lot of fun.

Most of us haven't change a bit.
may be physically, but our bond are still as strong.

I really can't describe the feelings of meeting old friends.
I just feel very excited and happy.

I always wonder, how have they been doing?
Are they still fine?
Do they change a lot?

But luckily, we are still the s5 that we used to be.
Fun, loud, humorous, caring and lovely..
haha..

Now i am anticipating for another gathering,
but when will it be?

昨晚到mid valley去。
在mph书店里头看到了一个很可爱的东西。
它其实是一组娃娃。
如果说把娃娃倒转过来，下面有一个可以放小纸条的地方。
据说是可以把自己的心声写下来，
然后把它送给你要送的人。
很可爱吧？
娃娃的名字momiji。
我看了真的好喜欢，
可惜价钱实在是太贵了，我买不下手
所以只好拍照咯。

刚好昨天又有表演。

看完了赏心悦目的表演后，

我真的非常佩服那些舞者。

他们是多么得努力在为民众表演,

为的就是把那一份快乐给传播出去。

就算自己是很不快乐的，也要把那笑容挂在脸上。

我，真的很佩服他们。

联想。。。

已经好久没写部落格了，
应该是因为我懒惰吧？再加上因为忙功课的关系，
所以就忽略了。

星期一刚从槟城回来，买了很多DVD。
在这三天内， 就把一部剧片看完。
相信这部片子， 大家都不陌生。
《恶作剧之吻》， 看过吧？
里头的女追男情节， 还蛮像曾经单恋的我。
虽然我才没像湘琴那么勇敢、那么疯狂，
但我确实曾经那么喜欢过一个人。
当然那个人毫不知情。
从头到尾都是我自己一厢情愿。
由此至终，我都没有想让他知道我的心意，
因为我害怕得到他的答案。

事到如今，一切都在改变着。
现在我心里想要的就是能够一直看得到他。
其他的我不敢想太多。
毕竟，我们还是朋友嘛，
我不想失去他。
只要能看到他就够了，虽然连这个机会也便得很渺茫。
反正现在我的这份心意，已经不知不觉得藏到我的心里深处。
只是偶尔会浮到表面。

我想，在我还没有找到一个能够与我两情相悦的人之前，
我应该很难把他给忘记。
我，很傻吧？

虽然说这样一直把这感觉藏在心里也不是办法，
但我又能怎样？
现在我见到他的机会几乎等于零。
还是早点死掉这条心吧。
反正他那么的优秀，哪会喜欢我这个不起眼的女生。

其实我常常都很好奇， 我到底是个怎样的女生？
讨人喜欢的， 还是个令人讨厌的， 又或着是个不会让人心动的女生？
还是一个为了要讨好别人而不惜改变自己的女生，然后到最后连自己是什么都不知道？
不管了，套一句话，船到桥头自然直。

哎哟，你们不要误会我又在emo。
只不过是一时给那连续剧勾起了我的回忆。
接下来要看的戏就是《命中注定我爱你》，
哈哈，好期待。

好了就来谈下我最近的生活。
终于都放假了，心里头有着好多的念头。
感觉上我好象有好多事情在等着我去做。
哎哟，慢慢来吧，我可是很期待与旧同学见面呢。

关于我的槟城之旅，我会尽快把照片都贴上这里，
有兴趣看的话，就耐心地等下咯。
好吧, 就到此为止了。

或许，
我们从来都没在同一条线上。

或许，
这就是我和你的缘分。

或许，
我俩都走在平行线上。

或许，
有一天你会发现我的存在。

或许，
有一天你会突然喜欢我。

也许，
我还在期待。

stupid Driver.

Yesterday, when i was driving home, there's one incident.
On the lanes where the two lanes become one lane, one stupid bus driver overtake me eventhough the road is so narrow already and almost bang my car.
He was behind me ok. and I wasn't driving very slowly.
Is it that nice to bully the P-licence driver?
They were once the p-licence driver too..
I just hate them for doing this..
Luckily nothing happened...
Curse that stupid driver!!!!!!

Going back..

Today is monday, while my two little sisters are still sleeping at home,
I have already dragged myself to college.

I know the lecturers are going to teach all the A2 stuff.
BUT.............I am so not in study mood.
Don't you think so?
Right after the torturing exam, we still have to fill our brain with more and harder stuff.
AHHHHHHH...Just don't feel like it.

I am so in holiday mood already.
What to do?
I still have to study hard as the next level is much harder than what I am doing right now.
May be for some people they think that it's easy, (IT'S NEVER EASY I TELL YOU.)
I still think that it's hard.
Nevermind, I will catch up soon..

The worst thing is, I've forgatten more that 70% of what I've learnt..gahhhhhhhh

Visiting my dad....at his office

Today me and my sisters decided to surprise my dad by going to his office.
Ended up my mom told him that we were going. =.=
When i reached there, my dad was checking all the reports and accounts. And there's A LOT!
Thicker than all the A levels book.

Then I helped my dad to do some stuff and work.
Tell you a secret. My dad is not so good at computers. Luckily he is a senior and doesn't need to do a lot of computer work. I helped him to key in some data and then we went back home.

While I was helping my dad doing the work, I started realised how hard is it to earn money.
Eventhough it is time to go home, my dad insists on finishing his work.
And I realised how much he had sacrificed for us. Btw, my dad works in a bank.

I had the opportunity to play with the machine which count the money and the machine that is used to detect counterfeit notes.
Luckily there was very few ppl at that time.

Sometimes I tell my dad that i wanted to work in a bank, just like him.
Then my dad tell me, then you will have to be able to cope with stress and the rush.
Most importantly, the money.

I love money, who doesn't. LOL.

Off to go...

I just had my bio paper 2 this morning.
I can't believe that everthing just ended like this. I mean after studying for so long, we are only given 75 minutes to prove ourselves. Sometimes I just feel funny.

Despite all this, I am so glad that all these are going to be over. i missed college and classes.
I missed the stress-less life.
I wil think about A2 after i had fun. I don't want to die of heart attack at this young age.

So wish me luck ppl. For tomorrow.

Revealed

I always believe that time can really change everything. No matter what, we can't be sure that one thing will always stay where it was before.

I can't really explain this but this is true. I don't know when does it start but I do feel the change. I am starting to notice. I am starting to care. I am wondering.

I've been waiting long. Waiting long enough to heard my inner voice.
However, I still haven't received the message.

I am kinda lost and confused. I don't know whether I should give it a try or not.
I am scared. What if the whole thing just doesn't work? What if I screwed up everything? What if I hurt anyone?

After everything we've been through, I felt the sincerity. This is the thing that make me touched. No one has done that to me before. Maybe there was but it's just a different thing.
What will happen if I nod? What will happen if I don't?

I know that I am hurting someone already. I've been thinking for the whole year. I am just so undecisive. Maybe it's not worth worrying as it may be the past for someone.
I was wondering. Is it too late to start realising now?
I know it's too late right now. It's bullshit to start talking all these nonsenses right now.

All this while. No. All these years, I am inexperience. Inexperience in encounting all these. There's no one to tell me what to do. Even myself.
Sometimes I am just being selfish.
I know I shouldn't block your way. You have your own life and I have mine.

It has been countless night, I ended up tearing under my blanket till I fell asleep.
I have no guts to tell anyone. Or rather I don't know how to start telling people.
It's not that I don't trust them, it's just that I don't know how to tell.
What I know how to do is crying. Useless. I just don't have the courage to face my problems.

Sometimes it just feel so good to know that someone care for you. And I am the poor thing who do not know how to appreciate it. No matter what, thanks for everything and you know who you are. If I make you feel bad or anything, I apologize. Please don't be. Because I am the one who should be taking all this.

Please don't misunderstand me. I am not getting any sympathy here. I want to be strong. I just don't want to suppress my feelings anymore. I just want to tell everything and let everyone know about how I feel. Then jugde me. Any wise words are welcome. Be it privately or publicly. Just tell me. I want to know.

I am just flushing everything that I've kept for a long time. I felt so much better.
I know that I am being quite emo lately. I just couldn't help it.
But I promise, no matter what happen, I will keep smiling because this is the only way to make me believe that I am ok.

By the way, two more papers till freedom. ^^ No worries.

Am I being too extreme? I hope not. I guessed everyone will have a better view of me after reading this post. I am a girl with a lot of worries.

最近。。。

我算是鼓起勇气去写这篇文章，
希望你们能够耐心得读。

表达自己？
最近我发觉我越来越不会表达自己。
欲言又止是我惯用的动作。
我想破了头， 还是无法寻找到答案。

或许我习惯了隐藏真实的自己。
让自己在这个虚伪的世界藏起来。
然而我又偶尔把内心的那个自己呈现在人面前。

我经历过的事并不少。
都活了十八年， 看东西多多少少都会看得比较透彻。

人真的翻脸比翻书还快。
这是我的真实体验。
一下子热情连连， 转过了头一得罪他，
我就会被批评得体无完肤。

说什么我真的后悔了、什么道歉之类的，
老实说我觉得很假。

当然不是每个都是这样。
我还有值得我去付出真心的朋友。

当你想要别人如何对待你，你就要这样去对待人家。
可是我不见得我的真心和回报有同样的比例。

或许是我小心眼， 可是我常常都在想，
难道真的是我的错吗？
我也只不过是一个普通人而已，
难道我能控制一切吗？

希望你们读了这篇文章后不会因此而对我保有戒心。
我只是单纯得想要表达我自己而已。

我只是想要珍惜彼此的缘分而已。

缘分？
缘分这东西真的很奇怪。
它会悄悄地来， 然后一瞬间就消失得无影无踪。
记得以前小的时候，曾试过"暗恋"一个人。
可是天呀，我那时候连爱也不知道是什么， 还学人玩暗恋。

后来到了中学，是情窦初开的时候。
印象中有个男孩， 我对他有好感。
后来都没事发生，好笑吧？

然后到了高中，身边的人纷纷开始谈恋爱，
我傻傻地问自己，为什么没有人追我？
想起来真的觉得很好笑。过
后我的高中生活就这样的过了。

到年尾才得知有个男孩等了我好久。
突然觉得对他有一点愧疚。
只想对他说我不知道我们之间有没有机会，
因为我连我自己要什么都不知道。
我知道你对我很好。
我真的很谢谢你。
就这样我的中学生涯到了尾声。

上了学院后， 以为有机会了。
结果班上女生占多数。
又没希望了。

想必我这里的剖白已经回答了一些人的疑问吧？
每当别人问我，有没有人追呀？
我都说没有，而他们总是不相信。
不是说我自己条件好还是什么，
不过我就是没有嘛。

我也在等待缘分的到来。
你几时才来？

生活
我最近的生活都很普通。
现在正忙着考试，不久后就放假了。
期待能与朋友们聚一聚。
还有补看错过的电影。

没考试的时候，就会闲在家里。
差点没发霉。
书固然要读，但读久了就不想去碰了。
希望难熬的日子快点过。

最近迷上了plurk。
有一点无法自拔。
不过真的很过瘾。

有时候我觉得自己有点奇怪，
不过不要紧，世界有我的容身之处。
不过与父母就多了一些冲突。
希望我们的关系不会变糟。

我的事情就告一段落。
谢谢你们耐心地把它读完。
如有任何留言请写下。

十一月的深思

十一月，
意味着什么？

十一月，
我们已走向尽头。

十一月，
生活作息都非常忙碌。

十一月，
惆怅又增添了几分？

十一月，
思念多了。

十一月，
恼人的测验席卷而来。

十一月，
天气凉了。

十一月，
十二月还会远吗？

十一月，
未完成的事还有多少？

十一月，
似乎是沉重的。

十一月，
我做过了什么？

十一月，
为什么我还那么闲？=.=

正期盼十二月的到来。


此文章是废话连篇。
读了就忘掉。

1 year....

it's our 1st anniversary..
Haha... We've graduated one year ago..
Time flies..
I miss those days.. just finished my math paper 6 exam.. it was easy.. i am so happy.. till we meet again..:)

The Past

There's another four days till my next paper,
so i guess it's ok for me to update my blog since it has been abandoned for quite a while..
haha..

i watched high school musical 3 today...
It was ok..but it did bring back a lot of memories to me..
the movie is basically talking about how the teens are going to make choices after they graduated which resembled what i've been through last year..

Time really flies.
Without myself( perhaps most of us) realizing.. It's already one year since our graduation..
I still remember how everyone of us was holding a camera in our hand and took pictures at all times with everyone...
And how i cried on the graduation day..

And i still remember those days that we had spent together studying for SPM.. prom, trips, gatherings...and a lot more..
We did a lot of things together and all these remain vivid in my mind..

May be you will say:" come on, life still goes on. so just keep moving.."
I know.. i've heard this for a millions of times...haha..

i don't know why but right after the movie was over, a sudden emo struck me...
I started to remember all the high school stuff...
remember the ways we joke with the teachers and how their responses were..
I also thought of the birthday song that had become the trademark of our class..
and the "mourning session for the 911".....etc...
Our class book....the best present for our graduation..

The time we had spent in editorial board, eating, playing, having fun, rushing the assignments and those datelines on the whiteboard...
I missed those a lot...

My favourite part of the movie is when Troy Bolton said this:" Once a wild cat, always a wildcat"
As for me...: "Once a CHSians, always a CHSians"

I miss you guys...
If anyone would ask me which part of your life is the best...
I will definitely say:" HIGH SCHOOL!"

Love,
suat wei

MLTR

i listened to this song last night when my father was listening..

i found that this song is very meaningful.

To me, love is never too late..

The only thing ppl will regret is when they meet the right person at the wrong time

They might not be together eventhough they have each other in their hearts.

Wish everyone can find their true love at the right time and right place..

Me on vogue

Cheong Tee jin you con me ah? I also can do lah.

Random...

Sometimes right, i feel that it's better if we comment and talk less.
Because maybe sometimes you don't really mean it, some people might feel offended or something
and they might start leaving you behind.
They might dislike you or something like that.
Sometimes i wished that i coiuld be like Peter Pan.
Being a kid forever as I don't have to be borthered by all the social thing.
I am so lucky that no one hates me right now.
If there is, i think I will feel damn sad..
I mean if you don't like someone.you will tend to be further away from that person right..
So yeah..sometimes I will just feel sad for those who are disliked by the others..
Now i know that I am fortunate enough to have a bunch of friends who love me and care for me..(I don't know whether there's anybody who dislikes me.)
but I am really grateful that I am blessed with all this.

Li May, Pui Yee, Shereena, Hsien Ming and Sue Wei who are my besties now in college.
All the fun moments we had together will always remain in memory.
And wen zhen, yi ping, yee hooi, jie hui, xiu tao, boon, jit teng, wen yau, tee jin, jia yi, chee yuen, ying yang, lok mun, jing hooi, zhen xiang, shu qin, suet lynn, jing xin and many more who care and always be there for me...
you guys are the best.
Though it's harder for us to meet up or catch up with each other
I still feel that we are somehow bonded.
My lovely s5, the fun pm 12..
i am glad that I've the chance to know you guys.
You guys are truely fabulous.
Everything listed in the post is the most sincere expression from my heart.
You can consider this as an emo post..
i am really blessed.

Have a nice day:)

Charity...?

"Would you like to have your change back or would you want to give it to the charity for leukaemia patients?"

ERRR....Of course i will be delightful and willing to donate for charity but asking in this way doesn't sound good to me...

There's a stall near the Taylor's guardhouse which was selling ice cream for charity..
After having lunch at McD, i bought an ice cream from the stall(btw, the ice cream cone was not crunchy) for charity..
The ice cream cost 3 bucks...But i only have 5 bucks and 10 bucks with me...
So i took out the 5bucks and paid..
Then the girl asked me: "Would you like to have your change back or would you want to give it to the charity for leukaemia patients?"

I said:" Ok.."

Then Li May started laughing =.=

Takkan i tell her that no, i want my two bucks back...haha...
Some more she said that it's for LEUKAEMIA PATIENTS!!!!!
I know that they are very kasihan...
But the way the ppl at the stall used is so like marketing strategy..haha
They are playing with our psychology, well you know in the sense that we will be sympathy for the LEUKAEMIA PATIENTS and WE WON"T GET OUR CHANGE BACK...

I am not saying it's a bad thing because since it's for the charity..
haha..
Luckily I didn't pay 10 bucks...
Or else i will have to ask her:"can I get my 5 bucks back and you keep the remaining two bucks?"

LOL....

P.S: I am not being stingy k, I will never be stingy when it comes to charity....

今天我有话说。。。

今天与昔日的同学相聚。
原以为离开以后，那种不舍的感觉不会那么的强烈。
怎知道当我看着他们一个一个地离开时，心中是多么的不舍得。
我多么地希望时间能停止在那一刻。
无奈日子还是要继续，生活还是要过。
虽然聚会没那么热闹，也没那么疯狂，
但我想告诉你们，只要有你们，多沉闷的日子也变得精彩。
看着你们，发觉你们还是像以前一样，没有丝毫的改变。
而我们的关系还是那么的熟络。
能够认识你们是我人生中最美好的事。
希望我们友谊的幼苗能够继续茁壮地成长。

One day in Genting..

This is a late update...
On the first day of the Raya, my parents had decided to bring us to Genting..
i think the whole trip was ok because i have been to Genting for so many times..
haha...
Well i think it will be funnier if i go with my friends..

We took quite a number of photos in the themepark..
Don't know why...
But i only posted a few because my connection is very slow....
So let the pictures tell the story....

Me and “雪小妹”

Me and “雪二妹”

standing in front of the trishaw

This was taken on the merry-go-round

I missed those days when my parents always bring me for this ride.

When we walked to our car, I saw this magnificent view and took a picture of it.

That's for all..

I will upload more pictures if i have time...

AH!!!!!I still have mood to play even finals is around the corner.

After the Rain...

雨下得再大，也有雨过天晴的时候。
天再怎么黑，也有光明的时候。
就算踏进了沼泽地，也会有被救的时候。
就算思绪陷入了一片混乱，也会有清醒的时候。

或许这种态度太乐观了。
但无可否认的是它让我觉得很窝心。
至少我会觉得本身其实也没什么解不开的烦恼。

命运冥冥就为我们铺好了路，
只是在于我们如何去走。
离开轨道，去创另一片天空，
还是依造原本的路线平稳的走下去？
没有人能够告诉我要如何去做，
没有人可以左右我的选择。

只要是我认为对的，
我就会坚持我的信念，
造我的方式去做。

我最讨厌不守信用的人。要么就说到做到，要不然就别承诺任何东西。

I'm still alive....

I knew that I didn't update this blog that often but haha...
What to do?
A-Levels just don't give me the break...
In the beginning of the year, i thought that A- levels is not as scary as SAM..
but trust me...they are more or less the same...
NO DIFFERENCE!!!!!!!
Maybe in the beginning you might felt that...aiya...it's ok lah...Can handle...
BUT(there's always a but) It's not.....
When it come to exams... you will think that... I have the knowledge lah... can do one..
Then you will end up crying....
it's not how much you have studied..
But it's how much you have used your brain....
Apparently, the author writing this post has only used a small part of her brain..
HAIZ...........

Yucks!!!

Just now my mom handed me half piece of guava....
And guess what i saw in it?

WORM!!!!!!!
Those tiny white worms..
Worst still I saw it after I've bitten the guava...
i saw one white thing moving knew that I've seen a worm..
I quickly spitted out what was left inside and quickly rinsed my mouth...

Then, I looked at the residue that i spitted out,
and i saw one tiny little thing iving..
EEWWWW!!!!!!!

Ok I don't know whether i've accidentally eaten the worm or not...
Now my stomach just don't feel right.....ARGH....stupid worm...
How come the one that my mom ate don't have one...
YER.....

Whatever lah...
Even if I did swallow something that I am not supposed to...
I guess the hydrochloric acid in my stomach will finish them off...

GROSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

中 秋 节 快 乐。。。

今 天 的 月 亮。。。。
我 不 知 道 耶。。。 没 去 赏 月...
月 圆 人 团 圆... 我 从 小 就 很 相 信 这 句 话..

犹 记 小 时 候， 我 很 喜 欢 吃 月 饼， 可 是 长 大 后 总 觉 得 吃 月 饼 变 成 了 一 种 公 行 列 事。 就 是 没 有 那 种 感 觉。

哈 哈。。。 不 管 如 何 还 是 要 祝 大 家 中 秋 节 快 乐。

TAADAA!!!!!!!

I hereby present you the new suat wei...


haha...

Finally..
haha...
At first i have no intention to cut it that short...
But my mom said that shorter nicer mah..
Haha...don't care...just try for a new cut..
It's good to try new things right..
It's just that i am not so use to hair that is this short because i can't "play" with my hair..

Anyway, I like it..
Haha..:P

DO you like it?

A Day Out

I am planning to cut my hair today..
But i didn't due to some reasons..

Therefore, i will go to mid valley again tomorrow to cut my hair...
Well, It woudn't be much difference as my hair will just be shorter...Haha..

But ther is something that I am proud of myself....
I DROVE TO MID VALLEY!!!!!
and park my car safely...
WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!

Then, in the afternoon my sister want to go to supermarket to buy mango...
for KH class i think..
They want to make fruit tart..
So Me, the driver,
Drove her out..
Then in the supermarket,
It was so funny...
Coz we seldom go to supermarket,
So ended up us asking each other:

My sister: "Sis, is this expensive ah?"
Me:"i don't know leh..I didn't know the price also...simply buy lah."
My sister: "Want to call mommy or not?"
Me:"Anything lah..."

Then at the moment i took out my phone, it rang...*scare me look*
I passed it to my sister.

My sister:"Ma, is RM x.xx for mango expensive?" "em, ok..."*hung up phone*
Me:" what did mommy said?
My sister:"She said help her to buy ginger also..."
Me:" ok"

Then we walked around to find ginger. Then my sis said that she want to buy snack.. Then ok loh.
After that, we paid and left.

Reached home...
My mom looked at the things we bought...
My mom:" Not bad wor..know how to buy stuff" "Good Good....next time we have another driver dee"

=.=" that's me....
Haha....

Hopefully that i will be able to cut my hair tomorrow...

如 果。。。

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 愿 意 用 你 的 生 命 来 爱 我？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 用 你 的 生 命 来 保 护 我？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 为 我 而 放 弃 一 切？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 在 我 寂 寞 的 时 候 来 陪 我？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 深 情 地 对 我 说 ：“我 也 爱 你”？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 为 我 付 出 你 的 所 有？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 会 在 我 流 泪 时 为 我 擦 掉 眼 泪？

如 果 我 说 我 爱 你，
你 是 否 就 是 我 的 真 命 天 子？

如 果 你 是 爱 我 的，
你 是 否 会 对 我 坦 白？

Happy Belated Merdeka Day!!! (=.='")

国 庆 日 快 乐！！！
虽 然 已 经 过 了 三 天，
但 迟 来 的 祝 福 好 过 没 到。
所 以， 我 要 祝 马 来 西 亚：
国 泰 民 安，
各 族 和 睦 相 处，
不 要 再 有 甘 榜 主 义、
极 端 言 论、
贬 低 其 他 种 族、
鸡 奸 案、
贪 污、
举 剑、
嚣 张 及 不 自 量 的 领 袖、
只 说 不 实 践 的 领 袖 等。

要 有 对 各 族 公 平 的 制 度、
具 有 高 度 透 明 度 的 政 府、
让 马 来 西 亚 和 平 的 领 袖。
我 们 要 得的东 西 很 简 单，
只 要 和 平、 安 居 乐 业，
就 足 够 了。（ 不 要 太 贪 心 啦！）

祝：51 岁 生 日 快 乐！！！

Recently...

I am having my trials now...
i hope that I will get over with it fast...
Haha..
i don't now what's wrong with me..
I am always lack with confidence in doing everything...
Even though i know that i can hande something..
But i always give up before trying it..
I am such a coward.....

Why can't i grow up and be tough...
I like the me last time...
Not now..
I am so scared of everything..
Is this the pricee i have to pay in order to grow up?

I din know..
I know i like to complain..
But whenever i complain,
I am just trying to relieve myself..
To make myself feel better...
Although i know that it's no use to complain..
It will not change anything..

But it still make me feel better..
This is bad i know..
Finding excuses is always something bad...

These few days i just fel like crying.....
I felt so helpless...
I wish that someone will be by my side to support me and make me happy..

Anyway...
i really miss everyone out there lah..
Right after my trials i want to meet up with all of you....
I feel like running towards everyone and give all of you a big big hug...
Are you willing to give me a big hug?
Show it ya....i will be glad to receive a warm hug from everyone of you..

Ya by the way...
Now i've been driving home everyday from college...
And i am getting better at it..
Of course with my mom by my side...
Hopefully i can drive to college next year..

i love my vios..
Haha.....

Bye,
suat wei

Pls don't do this to me...

Hey pals...
I know that I've neglected this blog for half a month..
Haha.. sorry...
i was busy watching Olympics + studying...
I will try to update as often as i can, k?

Well, have you ever ignore ppl for no reason?
Ok well, i personally don't like it when someone do this to me...
May be i've done something wrong or anything..
pls tell me...
BUT never ignore me without telling me anything...

I hate this feeling...
Even i try to understand what's happening...

i am not a toy or doll or anything...
treat me like a human..
I've feelings too...
Do you want someone to do this to you?

I bet you wouldn't want to...
And sometimes...i just don't like ppl saying as if i am different from them or anything....
i am the same as everyone ok...
I am just like everyone...
may be i like to do something different,
this doesn't mean that i am weird...

I have to admit that i am sensitive...
although i didn't show,
this doesn't mean that i can take the joke.
sometimes it's just too overboard...

i thought friends should care for each other...
So pls treat your friends well.....
they really care a lot for you...
and never ever take things for granted....
treating others well is the way you pay them back....

Our Dream

2008 年8 月8 日， 应 该 是 全 球 华 裔 同 胞 感 到 光 荣 的 一 刻。
在 晚上八点正， 让 全 球 华 人 都 感 到 骄 傲 的 北 京奥 运 会 终 于 都 开 幕 了。
的 确，这 次 是 中 国 人 让 全 世 界 跌 破 眼 镜 的 机 会。
而 他 们 也 证 明 了 他 们 是 没 有 什 么 事 是 做 不 到 的。
就 在 他 们 得 知 他 们 申 办 奥 运 成 功 时， 他 们 不 知 花 了 多 少 的 心 血 来 筹 备 这 场 盛 事。
这 次 的 开 幕 典 礼 终 于 在 绚 丽 的 夜 晚 划 上 了 完 美 的 句 号。
All these are possible because the people of China dare to dream for the impossible.
Because of this dream, they succeeded.
And now, the dream has finally come true.
This is something that I've learnt.
Strive for the best and never look back.

This is our dream...
And our dream have come true.

Boring...

I am posting this during the break time...
i still have thinking skill class after this..
ahhhhhhh...........
And then bio..
then have to study coz tomorrow have bio test...
Then have to look at the question for biology workshop coz i am the student helper..
then have to study for LAN coz the test is on the 12th of August...
Despite having all this routine...
I will not miss the historical moment-------The Olympic!!!!!!!!

Actually i am kinda looking forward to it since our ancestors come from China..
Somehow..
i felt very proud and touched..
Hopefully everything will go well tomorrow....

ok ciaoz...need to go to class right now....
See Ya!!!!!

It's coming back!!!!!!

KUALA LUMPUR: The haze is expected to continue a little longer as the number of hotspots in Sumatra is still hovering around the 150 mark and with little forecast of rain here.

In Sumatra, the number of hotspots had increased from 141 to 151 on Tuesday, but still much lower than the 285 on Sunday. In Borneo, the number of hotspots jumped to 253 yesterday from 43 on Monday.

Satellite pictures showed no hotspots in the peninsula on Tuesday, compared with two on Monday.

The Meteorological Services Department's (MSD) warning of low visibility – less than 5km – over northern Straits of Malacca waters still holds until Thursday.

The number of areas with moderate Air Pollutant Index (API) readings increased from 31 on Monday to 34 at 5pm Tuesday. Tanjung Malaim, which recorded unhealthy readings on Monday, had improved to a moderate 64.

Healthy API readings are between 0 and 50, and moderate from 51 to 100. Most moderate readings on Ruesday were between 51 and 70 except for Port Klang (78), Seberang Jaya 2 (87) and Kg Air Putih in Taiping, Perak, (76).

According to an MSD officer, there would be some rain in Kelantan, Perak and Pahang.

"The dry weather is expected to continue over the next few days, though the Klang Valley can except intermittent showers," he said.

Transboundary help
Meanwhile, Natural Resources and Environment Ministry secretary-general Datuk Suboh Mohd Yassin said Malaysia was working closely with Indonesia and Singapore to tackle the haze but added that the public also needed to play their part.

"Smokers sometimes throw cigarette butts indiscriminately and this can cause a fire. People should also be responsible and not resort to open burning," he said at a function on Tuesday.

At a separate function, Science, Technology and Innovations Minister Datuk Dr Maximus Ongkili said the MSD was ready to implement cloud seeding to tackle the haze if needed.

Parts of the Elite Highway in SEPANG, was still shrouded in smog resulting from the 40ha peat fire that began on Sunday near the KL International Airport (KLIA).

Sepang Kuala Langat fire chief Supt Sharikan Bustaman said 132 fire fighters from 13 fire stations are fighting the fire, together with 18 staff members from the Kuala Langat and Selangor Forestry Department and six from the Sepang and Kuala Langat Drainage and Irrigation Department.

KLIA general manager Daud Hosnan said the sky over the airport was clear.

[Source: The Star Online]

It's time to wear mask and drink a lot of water...Haiz.

Going down?

PUTRAJAYA: The Government is considering lowering retail fuel prices, in line with falling global crude oil prices, Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi said.

He said the Cabinet discussed the possibility on Wednesday, a day after crude oil slipped to US$122.19 (RM402) a barrel.

Petrol prices were raised by 41% and diesel by 63% in early June to curb a runaway subsidy bill when crude prices were hovering around US$140 (RM460.60) a barrel.

“We are looking at it very, very carefully. Of course I would be so happy if we can reduce it,'' the Prime Minister told AP in an interview here Thursday.

But he said the Government was wary of lowering prices at the pump just to have to hike them when oil markets rose again, Abdullah said.

Crude has fallen over the last three weeks from a record high of US$147.27 per barrel on July 11, in part, on expectations that the spike in prices over the last year has begun to dampen demand by the United States for petrol.

But the slide has since halted and sweet crude for September delivery was holding steady at US$126.81 (RM417.20) per barrel Thursday in electronic trading on the New York Mercantile Exchange.

Abdullah said the Government was conducting a study to find out if retail fuel prices can be brought down and would announce a decision “at an appropriate time.''

He acknowledged that rising inflation was weighing heavily on the Government by handing the Opposition a way to criticise its economic policies.

“This has been regarded as a weakness of the Government today for allowing prices to go up. I am upset also myself. We are paying more than before. It is a burden to us,'' he said, adding that the Government was taking steps to reduce inflation.

Abdullah said the Government was making efforts to boost income levels of the poor as well as improve transport services and seek cheaper sources of power.

Bank Negara has raised projections for average inflation for this year to between 5.5% and 6% from 4.2%.

Also, the Government announced last week that consumer prices spiked by 7.7% in June compared with the same month last year. It was the steepest climb in 27 years, spurred by higher gasoline prices.

[Source: The Star Online]

Well, let wait and see.
Or do we have to like wait forever...?

我 拒 绝 了。。。。。

我到最后还是拒绝了那个人。
原因没有别的。
就是我不想因为想恋爱而谈恋爱。
对我而言，感情最重要的是感觉。
我对他没有那种感觉。
与其骗自己和骗他，我选择了拒绝。

连续几天，他都对我发简讯，
就是因为他的太积极而让我感到害怕。
所以我选择不回他的简讯。
我知道这样子很可恶，
但我还是叫他不要浪费时间在我的身上。
这样，我反而觉得轻松的多。

So now, I will dedicate my time to studies.. and nothing else....

Peaceful...

Now i just want my peaceful life back....
I don't want anything else...
I just want back my same old life....

I've decided not to think of other matters..
I felt the stress and pressure...
In my thoughts, love is something that will soothe you,
and not making you to feel stress and uncomfortable...
If this is so, then i would rather not to have it...

Pls, my angel...
Restore my old llife...

I know that we have to look forward and not backward..
but somehow, i just wished to "delete" something from my recent life...
I never know that i will have such feeling..

So pls...
i want my peaceful life back...!!!!!!!

我 的 最 近。。。

我 最 近 的 生 活 到 底 是 如 何 的 呢？
老 实 说， 我 自 己 也 不 大 清 楚。

文 耀 最 近 谈 恋 爱 了,
似 乎 很 甜 蜜，
搞 得 我 心 里 有 点 想 要 谈 恋 爱。

其 实,
我 的 生 活 最 近 的 确 是 有 发 生 了 一 些 小 插 曲。
说 真 的， 我 也 只 是 怀 疑。
我 怀 疑 有 人 想 要 追 求 我。
请 不 要 说 我 自 恋，
因 为 凭 我 的 直 觉 告 诉 我，
那 个 人 好 想 对 我 有 意 思。
认 识 的 过 程 如 下：

-I was on the bus which will fetch us to the Bon Odori Festival.
-As I was going there alone by bus(because I will meet my friends there), I was sitting alone
-Then this guy came to me and ask whether there's someone sitting beside me or not...
- I said NO...
-Then he asked, can he sit or not..
- I said YES...
-He sat down and we start talking.
-I was having a good conversation with him.
Then he asked for my number.
-I GAVE him..
-Then I got his number too..
-Continue chatting...
-Then reach the so-called sport center..
-I went with my friends and he went with his..
-Then he called me and asked whether I found my friend dee or not...
-I said YEAH.. I found my friend..
-And then towards the end of the festival, I somehow found out that he was near by me..
-Then he asked whether can take picture with me or not...
-I said YES again...(friends mah)
-Turned out that his camera wasn't working somemore...(Samsung's fault..lousy camera)
-On the way back , I sat with my friends and he sat with his friends.
-He SMSed me..."What are you doing?"
-I replied "I am tired...want to sleep..."
-Then he asked where wil I meet my parents as it was quite late adee..
-I said my parents were there dee. Thanks for your concern...
-Ok..then i thought he will not contact me anymore...

HOWEVER....
The Next Day...
He messaged me...
Then we chatted...
I still didn't suspect a thing..
Then since then he sms me almost everyday...
Well I admit that it is my wrong for not replying some of his sms...
That because he keep asking me to meet up with him...
It's not that I don't want to..
But I feel that it's a bit weird if someone that you only know for two weeks keep asking me out...and I feel insecure...
Plus I can never go out without my mom's permission...
My life is like a prisoner's life...
If I tell him this, He will never believe...
Will you believe?
A 18-year-old girl is not allowed to go out with her friends whenever she likes..
She can only go out with friends for a few times in A YEAR!
How pathetic she is...
I don't mind if we chat normally online or sms..
Or maybe I've been thinking too much..
May be he just wants to be friend with me..
And now he sms me once in a while...
Trust me, I know that he is a nice guy....
It's just me.....

WHAT'S IS WRONG WITH YOU THANG SUAT WEI!!!!!!??????
I really don't know....
Can anyone tell me?

I don't mean to offend anyone...
So pls don be mad at me k?

I don't know why am I so weird...
I am the one who wanted to be in a relationship but yet..
I always don't have the courage to accept someone...
I am afraid that I will make a wrong decision...
Sometimes I just don't know what I want.....
Haiz....

话 说 回 来，
最 近， 我 发 觉 我 自 己 其 实 很 幸 福。
从 朋 友 到 亲 人，
他 们 所 给 我 的 呵 护、 关 心 及 鼓 励，
让 我 的 心 感 到 非 常 地 温 暖。
有 一 位 学 院 的 朋 友，
其 实 我 在 中 学 时 期 就 知 道 她 的 存 在，
只 不 过 都 不 认 识 对 方。
就 因 为 上 天 的 安 排，
我 与 她 都 在 同 一 班，
还 成 为 相 当 有默 契的朋友。

还有一群陪我渡过漫长的中学时代，
真的好想念你们。

感 觉 上，这个post 好像很奇怪。
因 为 和 开 心 参 半。

我 要 自 由！！！

Then...How about us?

The Prime Minister’s political secretary Datuk Alwi Che Ahmad said Abdullah was genuinely sincere about the talks.

“Pak Lah is thinking of the future of the nation. In his view, the Malays are the core group in the country. If they are split, then it would be difficult for the country to progress.

“National unity also depends on Malay unity and it was on that principle that the meetings were conducted,” he said.

Source: The Star Online

If this is really what happened, then how about us?
National unity does not depend on us?

My Name

What Thang Suat Wei Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I know...

I know that I was losing my mind yesterday...
but who wouldn't....

I really can't stand the attitude of some ppl...
Not to mention name...
i am still within my range..
Try to do it again if you dare..
and this time..
i will not tolerate...
you think you are so smart is it?!

I know i scolded bad word yesterday...
but i don't care...
Like what chee yuen had said..
this is the first time that i am so angry....

But some ppl just don't know where their limits are....
shame on you....

ERRRR...........

How do you(if you are a guy) feel when a stranger(A MAN!) called you babe?

OMG....
This happened to my econs teacher 4 years ago....

Have you encountered this kind of thing before?

Welcome back!!!!!

Today, a few of us meet up with yee hooi..


Welcome back dear!!!!!!


We hang out at starbucks for a while then we decided to pay Ms Lum a visit..


Haha....


Then we have chit-chatted at Old town Coffee shop...


So pics time:

From Left: Yi Ping, Yee Hooi, Me and Angie

Me and Yi Ping

Yee Hooi and Me

Me:)

That's all for today.....

A tiring but happy happy day....

Yee Hooi, I'll miss ya!!!!!!

What?!!!!!!!!!

It's only one week since college reopened...
and yet...i've already sensed the tension and the stress....
trial is in less than two months time...haiz...
really have to work hard....
Today we have bio practical...
and i couldn't finish the thing...
ended up i lost 10 marks because i didn't have time to finish the experiment....
Aargh..........
have to time myself and make sure that i can finish my experiment in time...
it was the Visking tube's fault....
i took so long to open that thing and tie it up...
well you know, when you just take it out from water..
it tends to stick together....
i suggested that we should be given a period of time so that we could be trained on how to open up a Visking tube...haha

i wonder why can't they prepare the Visking Tube for us during exam......?????
That's for all.... my mom it's time for me to go home....

Back to college

Hey....
Back to college dee....
The day was fine....haha...
Just not so in the mood yet for study...
BUT.....trials is around the corner.....
Now i hope that the holidays will be longer...
Haha.. me a weirdo...
Posting this from college....
Still waiting for my mom to pick me up...
Btw.. my mom finally bought a car for me....haha
but can't be too happy coz i am still not allowed to drive to college....
haha...
this is a short update...so yea..
ciaoz....
still have work to do....

Minesweeper 与人生

你曾经玩过minesweeper吗？
就是你需要找出bomb的位置，
找完全部就算你赢的那种游戏。
我现在所玩着的有三个level，
Beginner、Intermediate 还有Expert。
在这三个阶段中，我到现在还是无法玩完Expert 这个level.
这个level一共有99个bomb。
你一按错，就会前功尽费。
当我不能过关的时候，我真的很气。
都试了那么多次，怎么还过不了关。
有时候又很想放弃，但我又不甘心。

你得到什么讯息了吗？
这又是一篇关于人生的文章。
（我怎么那么爱写人生啊？）
我们总是在遇到挫折时，往往很想要放弃。
可是不完成某件事，又很想试着把它完成。
就算结果是个未知数，就算我们都心力交瘁，
我们还是想要尽我们的所能来完成它。
所以啊，我现在还在继续努力地过关。
要替我加油哦！

对我来说，梦想与理想都让我有了很好的理由，
要好好地活下去。
虽然这一些都非常得美好，
但梦也有醒来的时候，
当我们醒了过后，就是面对现实的时候。
我承认现实真的很残酷，尤其当它和我们的梦想是完全相反的时候，
那种感觉真的很痛。

不过这只不过是短暂的疼痛，
事情总会有雨过天晴的时候，
只要我们不要那么地执着，
学会去放手，我们一定会另有所获。
上天是不会逼我们去走死路的。
只要我们肯去面对，
一切的伤痛与烦恼，
一定会随着时间而消失地无影无踪。

你一定会想，你怎么知道，
你又未曾感受到我的困境，
这只是你一厢情愿的说法而已。
或许真的是如此，
我还有许多的人生道路还未走完。
但我已经经历了一小部分，
我只不过在把我的心得与你们分享而已。

就像一位朋友所说的：脱掉眼镜的世界真美好。（我们都是近视的）
不错，有时候模模糊糊地反而更开心。
哈哈。。。
又写了这么多的费话。

现在要继续加油去破关咯！


“当世界不知不觉得变了，
有时候我怀念以前的我，
做的梦虽然远远的，
想象是一种快乐。
拥有了同时也失去什么，
而眷恋原来会带来软弱。。。”

－－－－－－－－张韶涵《不想懂得》

我觉得这句子好有意义，所以就抄下来与你们分享。

一些事情......

最近在家里都很空闲，于是便多了很多时间让我胡思乱想。
我又开始再想关于人生的问题。
在这世上活了18年，老实说，我还不知道自己到底要什么。
可悲吧？
我不是在emo，我只不过是在很冷静地思考。（都说我很空闲。）
这两个星期内，我每天都上网阅读友人的部落格。
读着读着就从中获得了些启示。
胡思乱想了整个早上，得来的只不过是空想而已。
到现在我才发现我已经又浪费了一个早上的时间。

其实人生没有挫折就不算精彩了。
有些人或许会认为我年纪轻轻，哪会遇上那么多的挫折。
没错，我的挫折不算多，但每一个都会让我沉思。
以前我常常都会埋怨上天，埋怨他为何要让我面对这一切。
那段时间我总是在逃避问题，以为这样就能当作没事发生，一切重头来过。
或许这是一个懦弱的举动，但是这样确实让我没那么难受。

可是现在回想以前的事，我觉得自己真的好天真，以为只要不去想就会没事。
哈哈，真的是笑死人了。
经历了一些事情，我感觉自己好像长大了。
至少现在的我不会再逃避现实，该面对的事情，就勇敢地去面对。
虽然有时候真的不想去管、不想去理会，但我的理性还是帮了我一把。

人长大了，所面对的人事物都变得复杂。
有时候我很怀念过去的我，好想回到从前那个无忧无虑的我，
那个什么事都不用管的我。
可是可以吗？不可能。
所以我学会了坚强，坚强地去面对这一切的挑战。
尽管我不知道我是否能做得到，但我相信只要我有尝试努力过就无怨无悔了。

以前，当父母对我凶、对我又打又骂的时候，我一直在想为什么他们都不了解我想要什么。
我的叛逆都是因为你们不尝试听我的解释。
从小，你们要我做什么，我一定会遵从。
到我长大以后，我只不过是想从你们那儿得到一些自由而已。
你们就会以安全为理由，不让我自己做决定。
算了，反正只要到了21岁我就自由了。
不过，有时候想起他们对我的呵护，我又自责起来。
后来慢慢就明白了他们的用心良苦。

有时候我们会觉得父母怎么都不善解人意，
但他们也不是一生下来就是当父母的料呀，
他们还不是生了我们之后才慢慢地学习如何为人父母。
就像我们，也不是一生下来就懂得做父母的责任。
看来我们还是要当上父母后才懂得他们的辛酸。

我这个人很憧憬美丽的爱情，总是幻想着有一天会和我的真命天子有一个难忘的邂逅。
不过幻想归幻想，现实归现实。
要是我们想要什么就有什么的话，
那这世界不就太完美了吗？
天下是没有免费午餐的。
连早餐、晚餐、下午茶、宵夜都没有免费的。
所以呢，一切随缘吧。

这一路走来，真的很感谢那些为我带来希望的歌曲。
希望那些作曲人能多写好听的歌，
好陪陪我们这些人。

这就是我一整个早上胡思乱想出来的事情，
然后再从中午写到下午的“文章”。
是不是觉得我很得空呢？
没办法啦，谁叫我那么空闲。

写到这里，我的肚子又饿了。
别说我肥哦，饿了不吃东西可会胃痛的。
我才不要为了爱美而搞坏了身体。

读到这里的你们应该会觉得我超级无聊。
可是你们也不是一样，无聊到把整篇东西读完。
哈哈。。。。（开玩笑的啦！！！我谢谢你们都来不及呢！）

Hey....I am Back....

I just checked my results online..


Well I am ok with it coz it was kinda expected..


Just one subject... which is chemistry.. I am NOT happy with that..


I thought i knew how to answer the questions..but it did not turn out like what i've expected..


i got 3A's 2B's...


The following information is an extract from the results sheet:

Exam Type: Semester 1 Examination

#Code
Subject
Marks
Grade
Points
Remarks
1
AL-BIO
Biology
86
A
-
A very able student with great potential
2
AL-MAT
Mathematics
69
B
-
A very able student with great potential
3
AL-TKS
Thinking Skills
80
A
-
Good work and study habits have been maintained
4
AL-ECO
Economics
78
A
-
Good work
5
AL-CHEM
Chemistry
68
B
-
Agreeable and cooperative at all times

Ah well.....

Sorry for the late post on the gathering..
coz i wasn't feeling that well in this two days because of girls' sickness..
On Sunday the gathering was especially for Wen zhen and Tee Jin.

We will miss you guys a lot...
Since you guys are not going too far away from us,
I hope that you guys will come back as often as you can, k?

Wen Zhen,

You are such a great friend....

You gave me advice and always be there whenever i need you..

Thanks for everything.

I am going to miss you a lot..

Friends forever...

Tee Jin(the one on the left),

A funny person you are,

bringing joy to us...

S5 will be boring without you...

You have been a great friend...

I hope that we can keep in touch..

Lastly, I still love 5S5 the most!!!!!!!

Pool party or outing to mall?

Today, my parents fly to Hong Kong for holiday..
How nice..
They will only be back on Saturday.....
So, my sister and I will have to stay at home...
Plus, my sisters are having exam...
So basically, I am alone!!!!
This is the first time they go on to a trip without us..
Guess they want to have their honey trip..
Well guys, we will be organising a farewell party for those who are leaving..
I am wondering whether we should have an outing to a mall or a pool party..
If we are having a pool party, we will have it at wen yau's apartment most probably...
If not.. then we will just go to a mall..
So should you have any suggestion...
Pls inform me ya..leave a message at the chat box...
This is already the fourth day of my holiday..
BUT.......I AM SO BORED!!!!!!!!!
someone ask me out(provided you have transport....coz i don't have)..haha

朋友，出去走走。

This is a nice song...

Listen to it....

Finally.....It's Over....

Finally, my exam is over!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Muahahaha....
Well, I am not so confident in getting extremely good results,

But i really hope that I can get...

Since i've studied so hard for it..I've sacrifice a lot, I think, for this exam...

Although it is only the semester exam but i felt the stress one month before the exam..

I've never felt that before in my previous school life..

Guess this is because the exam really do take into account of my future,

That's why I am worried about it..

Unlike last time....I always study at the last minute...Haha....Looks like I am setting an bad example..

This what happen to my table during exams...

And my bed...

Everyone is busy studying.....

Except for them....

And this pot of roses are for me from them.....haha...

已经有好一阵子都没有上网了。

为的就是这个烦人的考试，这一阵子，我的部落格、friendster 等等，都没有更新。对那些每天催我写东西的人感到有点不好意思。不过因为我现在已经放假了，所以这两个星期内，我一定会尽量update。对于那些长时间浏览我的部落格的人，谢谢你们，因为肯花时间来到我的部落格。

这一阵子，有好几个朋友因为获得奖学金而会到外地念书。虽然很舍不得，但还是要恭喜你们。祝你们前程锦绣。不过你们一有空就要记得回来看我们。（他们去的地方不太远）

最近，常觉得无聊。想找人出去玩，又要问过母亲。有时候就干脆不问就拒绝人家，因为我早知道答案是什么。曾经想过为什么她把我管得那么严，只我知道她很疼我，所以要保护我。我常问她为什么我成年了，你给我的自由却还停留在我的小时候。她的答案总离不开社会。说这个社会太复杂。我也不是在埋怨什么，有这样的妈妈，我很幸福。可是我总觉得我不够独立。虽然上了college后她有给我的自由，譬如拥有我人生中的第一台手机、买东西也问问我的意件。

说穿了我也只想出去走走，见见朋友。

朋友，你们最近还好吗？

真的很想念你们。:)

I..............

I'd always think that I am important to someone...
But it doesn't turn out to be like that...
No matter how hard I've tried or how much effort I've put in...
I just couldn't be the apple of your eyes...
I've tried to improve...
I even sacrifice myself for you....
But you never turn your head back..
Leaving me to bleed there...
Not even a single consolation from you....
You might think that I am useless..
But you must know that I've tried my best to gain a place in your heart...
I don't know whether is it right to do that for you...
But I know what I've done is something that I think it's right....


One day....I will prove to you that I worth more than you can imagine.....
And you will see........

Mommy, I LOVE You!!!!!!!

Sorry for the late post but i really don't have time on this special day itself as i reached home quite late.

Anyway, yesterday we celebrated Mother's Day at Parkroyal Hotel.
We have lunch at the restaurant there,

The food is really delicious and i ate a lot...

This explained why i didn't eat any food after the lunch....

Then we went to Pavillion to shop...

My mom was so happy that she bought two pairs of shoes for me..Haha *evil smile*

After the shopping, we went to the Liu Li exhibition..

Well Liu Li is a type of mineral that are made into sculpture...

After that, we went home.

Mommy, I really thank you for being who you are and is always there to support me and hold me...

I know sometimes I've made you heart broken, but i really didn't mean to do that...

I really love you mom...

You are the best~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!

Mommy and Me

These are the pictures i took from the exhibition.

These are my two pairs of shoes

That's for all....Have a nice day..:)

Happy Mother's Day

周豫是个读书人，很喜欢吃鱼，也善于煮鱼。

朋友送来几条鳝鱼，周豫亲自展露手艺。他先将鳝鱼放入锅中，倒水，然后让鳝鱼自由自在地在锅子里游走。稍后，他才将锅子底升火，让水温渐渐提高。据说，这种烹调方式，鱼肉不会紧崩，口感一流，因为鱼儿无须经历被杀的过程。

奇怪的是，这一锅汤煮沸了，锅中竟然有一条鳝鱼的身体向上弓起，只留头部和尾部在煮沸的汤水中。鳝鱼死了，可是身体竟然保持弯起的形状，露出沸汤之外。

周豫深感好奇。他立刻将该鳝鱼捞出汤外，取刀剖开鱼儿的腹部，想要看个清楚。

鱼腹竟布满鱼卵。

为了保护肚子里众多的鱼卵，鳝鱼情愿将自己的头尾浸入沸汤之中，直至死亡。

周豫感慨，发誓不再吃鳝鱼了。

母亲往往为了子女而不惜牺牲自己。

在此，想祝各位母亲 "母亲节快乐"

身为孝子的你们， 会如何庆祝这深感意义的日子呢？

Anything..I will Do Anything Just for you...

I really like this song...

It really show that we are willing to do anything for our loves one.....

Really..Please listen to this...Chee yuen introduce this song to me....

So Chee yuen, I hope you can be brave to face your own true love...

My accessories hanger....

Yesterday i went Mid Valley and I saw this beautiful doll hanger.....

It is actually to hang earrings and necklaces...

I like it so much and I bought ir..

It is quite costly but......

I really LIKE it!!!!!!!!

And when i reached home and start hanging my earrings....

I realised that i have over 30 pairs of earrings.....

and the hanger now looked like a Christmas tree....

Haha.....

Here is the Photo....

New View....

I have seen a few of the blogger changed their blog's background so

i've decided to change one too.

Do you think it is nice?

I personally like the "glassified" rose the most..

Did it in photoshop...

Well, i hope that you guys will enjoy reading my blog though i can't update

that often....

Today....

Today, I have my lunch with my classmates at noodle station again....
And the food is still sucks...or may be not that bad......but just not nice and expensive.
Then, when it is almost time for class,
Me and my friend suddenly thought of the promotion at Starbucks and we decided to go there and have the muffin....
BUT, when we reached there, the person in charge told us that there are NO more muffins left!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haiz....but i was damn tired and for the sake that we walked from the noodle station to starbucks in 5 minutes, I decided to buy a chocolate cream drink...
AND guess what.....WE WERE LATE for class!!!!!!!!!
Thank goodness Miss Shoba just gave us THAT "What-is-your-explanation look" and asked us to sit down....
AND today our class is super high...especially Sammie...Maybe it was because of the caffein in the coffee??
Then during thinking skills period, OMG....it is boring.....Well, I didn't mean to say anything but i was really sleepy during that period.....
After that I went to mcdonalds with Li May and Pui Yee...
And they kept making fun of the Ice-cream. Saying that it was like something in the toilet....haiz......
Met Jo Yee there too.....Jo Yee are you affected by Tee Jin or what? Why are you so skinny already? Did the ET sucks all your energy??????!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha....
I went home at 4 o'clock and reached at 4.30....I was so tired that i fell asleep...
Haiz..and one day just passed like that.....
Sometimes i hope that the time could just stop for a while for me to rest....
or even to let me have a companio to lend me a shoulder to rest on before i continue my path....
Sometimes i know that we will just have to rest and not to get too tired.....
OMG, Semester 1 Exam is just in one month time....
Really got to work hard.....
Let's Pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Updates...

Well, I know that i haven't blog for a while.....
Sorry...Busy with work....
The following is a random update so enjoy...

The following is based on economics theory....

There will never be opportunity cost existing in our friendship,
for i will never sacrifice it to gain other things.

Friendship is like the demand and supply curve,
You demand, I supply,
for I will always be there for you.

Our friendship is experiencing inflation,
for our frienship keeps increasing in value,
and the value of money is too small to buy it.

The price elastic demand(PED) for our friendship is always perfectly inelastic,
for there are no substitute at all.

Our friendship is like the increasing exchange rate,
for it is highly-valued,
and i will rather keep it than sell it.

Friendship is like the specialization in international trade,
for the special ones will double up my happiness and reduce my sadness.

Friendship is like the consumer surplus,
for I am willing to pay a lot extra for it.

Well if you don't understand what I am writing,
nevermind,
for you only need to know that I care for you friend.

Erm....
If there are any mistakes in the theory written above,
this shows that the writer has not study enough for the particular subject.
So I just want to say...IT"S TIME FOR STUDY!!!!!!!!!!
XP

Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang.............

Today is the prize-giving day...

Everyone kinda wearing formal clothes and they look quite god actually...hahaEspeccially the boys; they look so different...

I woke up at 6 this morning and got myself prepared....

Arrive at school at about 7.15 and met boon and the gang....

We chit-chatted for a while then we went registered...

During all the boring speeches, everyone of us switched place and talked a lot...

Glad to be updated on friends' lifes...

After the ceremony, we went to mid valley again...haha

We celebrated joe's and suet lynn's birthday at sushi king....

Luckily they didn't have any grunge....because we kinda messed up their place.

And do you guys know how did we eat the cake?

We were actually eating the cake with a pair of chopsticks!!!!!!!

Haha, and joe's head got pressed into the leftover of the cake by ying yang....

Then we went to watch the forbiden kingdom...

Well the story is sort of weird though but it is very good for entertaining purposes...
After that some of us went home...
So the rest went to starbucks and yum cha....

Like the feel in which we can sit down and talk

Pictures tell thousands words....

Me and Jie Hui..."Boy's friend of the day"

Suet Lynn's and Jie Hui.

Tee Jin....I really feel sorry for you...My camera just doesn't work when it comes to take the pic of yours....magnetic force too strong gua....

Miss Wong and us.....miss you...

Miss Wong, Miss Lum, Pn.Sim and Pn. Lim+us

Erm..I can't rotate the pic...so sorry.....

Boon, Me, Lynn, Jing Xin

Yi Ping, Me, Suet Lynn and Jing Xin.

Me and the birthday boy, Joe...

Me and Jie Hui again.....

That's all for today......

Really having fun...

Hope there is next time....

痛苦的日子已过...

终于，为你哭， 为你笑的日子都过了。
以后，我只会为自己哭， 为自己笑，
不再为任何人。
这是我对自己的承诺。
所以你所做的一切已经不能再左右我的情感。
甚至是你的伤害也不足以使我掉下我的泪。
从今以后，我的泪只为我自己流。
我 、已 、经 、忘 、记 、你 、了！！！
虽然过程很痛心、很难受，
但我已经做到了。
如今，你犹如模糊的记忆，
正慢慢地从我的脑海中消失。
你已变成一个回忆。
谢谢你的出现，因为你让我快乐过。
真的衷心地谢谢你，因为你让我忘记你。

Some updates on my life...

I have been holiday for like a week and i am starting to feel bored dee..
Still studying is the best choice for me...

If not i would have been like a stone with lotsa dust on top of it...

16 apr, there is a competition...don wanna win and don know whether i could make it or not...

I just want to get the certificate of participation...lol..

Life Is So Boring Nowadays!!!!!

I miss my life out there...

So many possibilities are waiting for me...

And i hate the life in here...

almost like otaku dee..

Since i felt so boring at home..

I have painted my nails by myself...

I think I have done a good job..wakakaka..

and i love them...

Flowery nails...

Paiseh paiseh.....hehe...my purplish toe nails...

Yea...I learnt one thing from a movie....Can't remember the name...That is:

To Love....

Is to Trust...

Each other...

Haha..so all my friends out there....

I trust you guys thus i love you guys....

Touched?

Presents for me...

These are the presents which are given to me,

I will always appreciate and treasure them forever in my heart...

I really do love you all...