《青色的围墙》

我很喜欢书里面的一句话：

“女儿有一道青色的围墙。

青色的围墙有白色的花。

爸爸说：‘围墙太高，我跨不过去。’

女儿说：‘只要你低下身子，就能穿过围墙。’

只要你愿意，我的心房为你而开^^

只要你愿意来了解我。

On the 27th of DEC...

As all other usual Sundays,

the whole family went to Mid Valley for a chiling session. (dinner, drink, etc)

If I am not mistaken, this would be mine fourth visit to MV consecutively for the week.

Mid Valley really has to thank me for my

economic contribution. (Parkings, Shopping, Movies, etc)

So, we had our dinner at Fong Lye Restaurant @ The Gardens, which sells taiwanese food.

Me taking pic while waiting for our food.

Random shot by sis


The fried chicken was not bad


after dinner, we headed to mid valley

On the bridge connecting The Gardens and Mid Valley:)

I love this bridge a lot, which I do not know why.

Then, we took some pics at the centre point.

This year's decoration is ok.

Somehow it reminds me of Harry Potter. haha

I personally prefer the white christmas one.

It was the best for me:)

Then when the clock struck 8, there was a performance.

I was lucky enough as this was the last performance.

I like their costumes a lot.

Fancy and exaggerate:)
Most importantly, they BLING!!!

Pretty dancers performing^^

This ballerina is good.:)

My christmas for every year is quiet and peaceful.

The things that I do the most are watching performances and SHOPPING.. Haha

New Year is coming REALLY soon. Looks like it's time for new resolutions.

I gotta list out my wishes and resolutions soon!

p.s: I went to Monash today and the advisor said that

I can only exchange to Caulfield campus.

Really hope that I could make it:)

圣诞节快乐。

每年的圣诞前夕，

都是与妹妹一起度过。

这是单身的好处。

就这样安慰着自己。

简简单单的度过也不见得是坏事：）

祝大家圣诞节快乐！

Alvin and the chipmunks 2...

剧情很简单。

看戏时就享受着纯纯的快乐。

很emo的人应该去看。

会让你笑得很快乐：）

想。。。

受伤的时候，好想有人替我擦药。

伤心的时候，好想有人为我抹掉眼泪，给肩膀我靠。

无助的时候，好想有人把手让我牵。

开心的时候，好想有人与我分享。

迷路的时候，好想有人出现在我面前为我带路。

睏的时候，好想有人为我唱睡眠曲。

失落的时候， 好想有人给我安慰。

为何你不是那一个人？

这就叫平静。。

刚刚从邦咯岛回来。

三天的疯狂～

三天的无忧无虑～

三天的自由～

三天的快乐～

三天的平静～

谢谢你们。。。

好久都没有这样的假期了。

在邦咯岛的三天，

我很享受难得的闲情。

乡村的淳朴生活，

热情的岛民，

让我流连忘返。

阔别三天的城市，

我又回来了。。

贪心。。

我好像是一个很贪婪的家伙。
我认为是时候把这给改了。

还记得有个老师对我说过这一句话：
幸福不在于你拥有了多少，而是你珍惜了多少。
只要怀着感恩的心，无论你拥有的有多少，你都会很快乐。

我想我应该领悟了这一句话。
幸福不是别人给的，而是自己创造的。

可是领悟和实践是两回事。
习惯了真的很难改。
习惯这东西，好的话可以带来无限量的好处，
坏的话可能会拖累你的一生。

所以要改掉坏习惯，首先就是要培养好习惯去代替。

我正在努力当中。。。

想法。。。

盼望了好久， 终于实现了。

我从未想过有那么的一天，你会近在咫尺。

我的生命里，至少到现在， 都没有美丽的邂逅，也没有梦幻的恋爱。每天的生活就是读书，吃，睡，看电视。偶尔，就和朋友逛逛。

我的生活就那么简单。没事不想出去时，就在家里当起宅女。

我的视野就真的只有那么狭窄，让我有时候觉得自己好像什么都不会。

除了课本上的知识，我什么都不会了。

我好想从我的世界走出来，好好地看看偌大世界是如何。

可是在自由的枷锁下，我很难办到吧？

所以我很努力的想要去外国深造，就是排除万难都要去的那种。

至少我可以有自由的天空。我不知道这样做会否让我成长，但我知道我一天不摆脱那枷锁，我永远都会停止在这阶段。

I just want to be a better person. A grown and mature one.

Broadening my own vision is the only way to do it.

:-))

Thank god I've made it:)

Victory!!!

Everything that I've done is worth.

Now I can enjoy my holidays without worrying for

ANYTHING!!!!

Life has been great:)

Everything went quite smoothly.

Now my Singapore and Pangkor trip is waiting for me!!!

Happy Birthday sis:)

You are the sunshine,

who shine brightly when my days are filled with dark clouds.

You are my friend,

who will listen to my stories.

You are a loved one,

who also spread the love to others.

Happy Birthday my dear sister:)

Love,

suat wei

放弃了的事，

我不想因为短暂的甜头

而对它重拾希望。

过去的，失去的，

全都是过去式了。

我想要的是现在和未来。

我不想到以后的未来，

当我再回头看时，

会后悔。

我希望我不会。

WOoHOO

Finally, my exam is officially OVER.

No more assignments, tests, exams for these three whole months!!!!

YEAH FOR ME...HAHA

I am going to spend my time wisely:)

More posts to come:)

傻傻地等。。。。

如果我就这样地等下去，
会不会等到七老八十都得不到回报？

但傻傻的我，
偏偏就是逃不出来。

内心里的它，
它就是要我这样傻傻的等你。

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

昨天听着电台的歌，

听到三更半夜。

我想了很多东西，

很多都是围绕着你。

你过得还好吗？

T.T

Just ONE more week!

Then I will be FREE!!!!!!

this will continue till the day ends......

See, I am really very hardworking nowadays.

I have been sitting in front of my desk everyday to STUDY!!!!

A quote from me: It's not my obligation to do well but my desire to do well^^

Good luck to everyone who is sitting for exams:)

EXAM MODE IS ON!!!!

It's just the beginning.

My exam will be starting from 4th of Nov till 13th Nov.

Thus, my dear readers might not be able to see me appear online that often anymore.

This is my first exam in university and I do not want to screw it up, obviously.

These are some fun facts about my university life:

1. The number of hours that I'd spent in the library nowadays is significantly much more than the accumulated hours that I had during high school and college.


2. I've never ever started that early on my preparation for examinations, which is more than one month before the exam date.


3. The stress that I am having now is the double, the triple, the quadruple, the nth-ple that I had experienced from my previous study life.


4. I dreamt more frequently about exams than I usually do. And the nightmares are still haunting me. (AAARGGH)


5. The number of sleepless nights has increased.


6. I use A LOT of papers. To do A LOT of exercises.


7. My confidence level fluctuates all the times. It can be high for one moment and low for the next second. (I do not know what I am saying)


8. The last but not least, university is making me crazy and I still love it. (WEIRDO!!!!!!!!!)

I am pretty sure that I can do well. I have high expectations. *crossing finger*

Wish me luck.

Back to Accounting.

）-:

最近心情都很郁闷。

总是心不在焉。

明明知道不应该在浪费时间，
但我的潜意识却不停的在困扰我。

最多再撑两个星期， 我就自由了。

你就配合我好吗？

=.="

刚刚的新闻真的让我很震惊。

果然是没有永远的朋友，也没有永远的敌人。

无奈。。。

每天翻开报纸，
映入眼帘的是比连续剧还要精彩的报道。
剧情真的是出乎意料。

这场纷争何时会来个了结？

Woo-hoo

Now i can see my "ahem" every time i log in:)

I am really crazy over him. ^^

Randomness.......

Today, me econs lecture was dismissed earlier than usual.
Thus, my bunch of friends had decided to have lunch at sunway pyramid. :)
We had sakae sushi.

I am a typical sushi person.
No matter how much I have, I will never get bored of it.

Next time, I would want to go for Japanese buffet as it is much more worth it.
I am waiting^^

Anyway, final exam is coming SOON!!!!!
Gambate:)

懒惰先生。。。

懒惰先生，
请你今天和明天别来找我。

让我好好的拼一拼。

This is what happened when you are very frustrated in doing assignment.

This is the conversation between me and Xin Yin while we were doing management assignment just now.

Me: I want you to use a knife and stab me right now so that i don't have to do assignment.

Xin Yin: I would like to use the knife to stab myself first. Or may be I want to stand in the middle of the road so that cars will bang me.

See what've the stress done to us? AARGH...


Back to assignment.

晴天？

终于都雨过天晴了。

但能维持多久，

还是个未知数。

希望阴天不要那么快现身。

心疼

听到那哭泣的声音，
我的心真的好痛。

我很想把自己深深的隐藏，
不想再牵涉在其中。

就让我躲着好吗？

小baby

今天表姐抱着她的小baby来探望我们。

看着那小小的身躯，

真的好可爱。

这个小宝贝真的很好动。

当他躺在坐垫的时候，

双脚不停地在踢。

当我拍拍手要逗他开心时，

他就乐得笑了起来。

他真的太可爱了。

有时候我也好想拥有他们那无忧无虑的世界。

心

那种感觉很熟悉，

酸酸苦苦的，

我的心几乎被淹没了。

所以我想吃糖果，

让这种感觉取得平衡。

但谁愿意给我吃这颗糖果？

为何我的真心你就是看不到？

I really have to go on diet!!!!!

OMG, my body weight is shooting up like a rocket.

Thus, I have plans.

1. Exercise! EXERCISE!!!!!

2. LESS food

3. More Vege, Less Meat.

4. No supper

5. No snacks.

MUST MUST MUST DO!!!!

Or else i will be like this:

I will not want to look like this.

So yea.....GAMBATE in sweeping away the fats!!!!!

Monash Ball 2009- V.O.G.U.E

Yesterday was Monash Ball 2009.

It was really grand as there were many outstanding performers.

And they managed to get the dance floor heatedd up..lol

Yesterday, after our Microecononics class,

Four of us, Me, xin yin, grace and alice plus Ritchie went to Grace's house to prepare.

At around 2 something, we went to Grace's bro's salon to get our hair done:)

After that we went back to the house to start changing and make up.

The whole event was awesome. Seriously.

Below are some pics that I grab from Ian. Enjoy. I will upload more:)

Me, Pik Wen, Melanie

Me, Ian.
(Camwhore attempt was succeeded)


Jay Rick, Sheng Yeong, Alice, Grace, Ritchie,Ian, Me, Xin Yin, Dion

Me, Ian.

I looked so oriental..lol

you know, like those ppl modelling cheongsam

Sheng Yeong, Tung, Grace, Xin Yin, Me, Ian, Dion

Grace, Xin Yin, Me, Ian

Grace, Me, Ian, Xin Yin, Alice, Tahir

Tahir, Xin Yin, Julius(Incoming president of MUSA),Me, Sheng Yeong

Ian, Me

Ian, Me, Tahir

Xin Yin, Me, SiYing, Magan, Audrey



That's all for now..

Photo credit to Ian:)

Tata

It's here!!!

Well, today is the day.

I don't know why am I so excited actually..lol

But for sure is that it is going to be awesome!!!

anyway, I don't know how to dance.

So if anything happens*touchwood*(tripped, stepped on ppl's feet, etc.)

I will just sit down and talk haha.

Anyway, I plan to have a mini gathering at my house on the 2nd of october.

Hopefully most of my friends can come since i leave so far away from everybody else and ppl might not have time, etc.....

So yea, you won't be seeing me online until tomorrow..

Take care and Muacks:)

The 2 hours.

After Economics lecture, me and Xin Yin went to pyramid as I want to get something for prom.
We had popeye chicken as our lunch and then we walked around.

I got a nail polish drawing pin. Actually I bought this because I could get a LEE-MIN-HO plastic file if I spend 10 ringgit and above in a single receipt lol..
So yeah, here goes my 10 bucks.lol

Then Xin Yin dear got her nail stickers and Microsoft office software.

There's one thing that I want to complain.
Sunway Shuttle service is so not on time.
Almost late for class...GRRRR..

Haha..That's all.

Counting down to Monash Ball 2009:
2 more days

Snowflake:)

Zhen Xiang sms me yesterday saying that Yee Ern is going to leave tomorrow and she wants to see me before she left. Lol

So we went to mid valley and had a chit chat session @ Secret Recipe.

I don't like the service attitude of the workers over there:(

Anyway, the long-awaited visit to snowflake was awesome;)

I like the Taroballs a lot

YUMMY!!!!!

Xin Yin, next time must go with you liao haha.

Anyway,

Yee Ern,

the sweet and cute girl,

sometimes a bit blur haha.

Good luck and all the best to you in London:)

I will miss you a lot *sobs*

迷惘

不知不觉，我走进了这个陌生的世界。
我正在调适着我的脚步，
让自己融入在其中。

我并不是不喜欢，
但有时候觉得自己很迷惘。
有时甚至还质疑这改变是否正确。

雨会因为风而改变方向。
鞋子会因为主人的步伐而走到世界的另一端。
那我呢？

我是因为什么而改变？

××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××

我很想就这样爱着你，
每分每秒都能够陪在你身边。
不管你是否会忘了我，
你永远都会活在我心里的一个角落。

不要说读我心情故事的人累了，
连我自己都看不下去了。

对你的思念，
就让那海浪把它冲走吧。
不要再回来了。

让一切变成甜甜的回忆，
而不是苦苦的眷念。

再见了。

若以后我再想到你，
我真的不知道该如何是好了。

Bowling Day!!!

We went to Sunway Pyramid today.

After eating lunch at Popeye Chicken,

We went for bowling.

OMG, we were so hyper at the bowling lane.

I didn't play very well today:(haha

Well, I hope that there will be next time:)

Counting down to Monash Ball 2009:

7 days

YEAH!!!!!!!

I am very relax right now because...........

MY ASSIGNMENT IS DONE!!!!!

NO MORE BUSINESS STATS ASSIGNMENTS FOR ME..

WAKAKAKAKAKA

It's not that i hate statistics...It's just that doing assignments is very annoying...

Whatever lah..It's OVER!!!!!

Tomorrow will have lunch with uni mates after class:)And the next thing to do is wait till the day arrive

MONASH BALL 2009!!

听

听，

那扣人心弦的声音。

听，

那呐喊的声音。

听，

那平静的声音。

听，

那失去意义的声音。

我已没信心去听那把熟悉的声音。

:(

Didn't do very well for stats due to careless mistakes..

关心。。

喜欢默默的关心

无论是去关心还是被关心

都是一件幸福的事

所以当你被人关心时

请好好的把握

I am supposed to be studying

=.="

就像这样到此为止。。。

你像雾一样已经消失了。
我想再多留你一会儿，但这已是奢望。

我相信你会找到你的幸福。
而我却像傻瓜一样，还在原地徘徊。

说了很多次想要放开自己，
但还是被自己紧紧的捆着。

我很想解开那条绳索，
去寻找另外一根柱子，好让我依靠。

:)

i went to shop with xin yin, ian and theo yesterday.

We went to zara to look for ian's suit. (very expensive leh)

Later on, we decided to have our lunch at chilis.

After that, we walked around fo 4hours.

Xin yin managed to get herself a pair of shoes for the ball and accessories.

Then we had our dinner at Canton-i @ the gardens

Overally, i rate yesterday:

4.5/5

haha.

Hopefully there will be next time:)

Last but not least..

MY dear assignment T.T

Super duper positive

I don't know why but I

feel super energetic today:)

I guess it's a good thing eh.

Better than being surrounded by all the emo aura.

LOL

I have to start doing my ETW 1000 assignment dee .

Since my laptop has KO-ed. It's better for me to finish it earlier

to prevent any unwanted circumstances.

I am loving the spirit that I am having now.

I must keep this spirit alive:)

TATA:))

Disappointment:(

It was supposed to be a shopping day for me today.

We went there for one and a half hour.

Suddenly, I received a call from my mom saying that her engine died.

So, I had to leave my dearies and meet my mom.

Haiz, thought that it will be a fun day...

It's screwed. Nvm..

I believe that there's still next time:)

Excited:)

Tomorrow is going to be a FUN day as I will be shopping with my dear uni mates:)

This is all for Monash Ball 2009:)

CAN'T WAIT!!!!

BTW, I really have to start moving my ass adn do my assignments.

After next week, I will be much relax then the previous weeks:)

Buh-bye:)

Time to resume my work.

^^

Hello fellow readers, sorry for not updating my blog in ages.
Haha. If you have read my plurk and msn persona message, then you will know that I am super duper busy nowadays.
Thanks to the never ending assignments. T.T

For the whole week, I haven't been sleeping well. olted awake in the middle of the night after dreaming myself doing the unfinished assignments.
I never know that Uni is so stressed. Often I heard ppl saying that Uni life is one of the most enjoyable time.

Well, it's only true when it comes to activities.
But Exams and Assignments, they are never fun. I am damn stressed up k?!
I've never really experienced that in my previous study life.
Well, guess it's a kickstart to my future career life.

I am strong and I will adapt to it real soon.
This is a promise to myself:)

A happening day:)

Yesterday, I skipped economics class to attend the Taylor's Award Ceremony:-o
Evrything was fine except that I DIDN'T receive the RM 300 like last year:(
SAD
Then after the ceremony, I went to CHS to meet Jit Teng and the rest. We went to Amcorp Mall to buy presents.:)
The Yum Cha session was great:)
After that, I went back to Monash to pass up my assignment.
At first, I was so panic because I forgot the name to save my document so taht I can send it to my tutor.
So I called all my friends and no one picked up..In the end, I managed to contact Xin yin. Phew....and then later on Alice also gave me assistance.
After that, Shu Ling drove me to her home to attend her party.
The whole thing was awesome:)

Pics will be uploaded soon or you can view it in facebook:)

Thank you!!!!

Mommy handed this to me yesterday when we got home from mid valley.

It's my reward for getting good results.

My third Titus watch..

Thank You mommy and daddy:)

Muacks...

From left: My new baby, My second baby and My first baby:)

Have you seen this?

Have you seen grape this big? lol

Sorry, I am just being funny...