You will never know...

I am so vulnerable.
Vulnerable to everything about you.

Only one smile, it brightens up my day.
Only one glance, i will smille even in my dream.

The pictures of you are affecting my emotions.
I dislike this feeling.

I know we don't really know each other very well.
But perhaps you didn't realize.
And perhaps me too.
I care for you without myself realizing it.
How silly can I be.

My feeling towawrds you is like a budding plant which has no chance to bloom.
You will never know.
And I will not let you know.
I don't want to scare you off.
That's why I keep this secret so carefully.

May be I am the odd one out.
I like to admire you secretly.
Look at you whenever I want to.
Care about you when I want to.
You will not even feel my presence.

I don't mind this at all.
Because I know that this will be better.

I just want to hold your hand for once.

I just want to give you a friendly hug for once.

I just want you to notice me for once.