You will never know...

I am so vulnerable.
Vulnerable to everything about you.

Only one smile, it brightens up my day.
Only one glance, i will smille even in my dream.

The pictures of you are affecting my emotions.
I dislike this feeling.

I know we don't really know each other very well.
But perhaps you didn't realize.
And perhaps me too.
I care for you without myself realizing it.
How silly can I be.

My feeling towawrds you is like a budding plant which has no chance to bloom.
You will never know.
And I will not let you know.
I don't want to scare you off.
That's why I keep this secret so carefully.

May be I am the odd one out.
I like to admire you secretly.
Look at you whenever I want to.
Care about you when I want to.
You will not even feel my presence.

I don't mind this at all.
Because I know that this will be better.

I just want to hold your hand for once.

I just want to give you a friendly hug for once.

I just want you to notice me for once.

Do you even know what love is?

Just read a blog.

I know that others' love stories has nothing to do with me.

But, I really think that this guy doesn't even know what is love.

How are you able to think of the other one when you are in love with a girl already?

Like I don't know whether we can be couple or not.

Then next line.

And this girl, I've always wanted to chase her but I think she will reject me.

OK this is only my perspective.

In my view, when you are in love, there are not supposed to be another person in your heart.

I mean totally only one can occupy your heart at that moment.

If you have a few choices like the guy that I've mentioned.

I personally think that you are only having good feel towards them and not love.

To that guy, I hope that you will be able to find your true love.

And make sure that she is.

Don't confuse love and like. Both are different.

I can like you as a friend but not that kind of love.

So just don't mix it up

Eventhough most of the people do.

I am nothing but an ordinary girl.

I just want to voice out my opinion.

Lucky

Sometimes, I just feel that I am really lucky to be brought to this earth.
Living in a caring yet loving family.
We are not rich, but we are happy.
Although sometimes there might be fights, arguements and misunderstanding,
all these will not stop me from loving you guys.

Everyone has a dream.
And I believe that you have one too.
A big dream.
However, you are so noble.
You are willing to let it go just because of us.
I am so touched.
I wouldn't know whether I would do the same thing for you.

When I grow up, I will make sure that I care for you.
I will always hold my words.
I will always make you happy.

I know you did this because you love us.
Well, I just want to tell you,

I LOVE YOU TOO.
I am lucky to have you.

Almost got blind...

I woke up in the morning as usual.
The only odd thing was that I felt that my vision was suddenly narrowed down.
I could see more things on the LEFT side than the RIGHT side.
I quickly picked up my glasses and put them on.
OMG. My right eyes couldn't see a thing.
I was so panic and scared.
I ran downstairs and looked for my mom.
My mom said might be because of my sleeping posture.
I quickly walked around and do something to make sure that the blood flowed.
15 minute later, my vision was getting clearer.
I screamed:" I can see lights!"
Lucky me.
The time before this, I really thought that I was going to be blind.
*touchwood*
Hope that this will not happen anymore.

A sunway lagoon day.

So my class organised a gathering at sunway lagoon.
I had a lot of fun. Really. Especially with you guys:)

Mr. Mohan was right. Exams do make me fatter.:(

I am so going to go on diet..

El-Padrino

HEY!! I am back. Ah ....A-levels is finally over.... But I am starting uni in one month time..s i will try my very best to have fun!!

So now i come back by bringing you photos from the prom. The lighting over there was not good so the photos taken are not that nice.

I look prettier in real life ok..lol XD

Enjoy the pics!!!

Toilet photo.

From left: Ee Ling, Me, Sam, Pui Yee, Li May

From left: Sam, Pui Yee, Me, Shu Ling( she looked like a bride!), Li May, Ee Ling, Chye Ling, Sam Heng


Sam: Look at my face! lol

The concentrating me:)

And The smiing me:)

Chee Yuen and Me:)

Miss Tan, you have a nice belly XP

From left: Me, Pui Yee, Li May, Miss Tan, Shereena, Sue Jinn, Chye Ling, Ee Ling, Sam Chin and Sam Heng

Us again!

From top left: Me, Hsien Ming, Shu Ling
From bottom left: Li May, Shereena, Pui Yee

From left: Li May, Miss Lena, Me.
Ms. Lena asked me to bend down a bit o that she won't look short..lol

From left: Shu Ling, Me, Sue Wei, Sam, Ann Shien, Ee Ling

Max and Me

Cheng Chun and Me.

We failed to get a nice photo at first...:)

I like this photo:)



That's all for now. i will upload more when i get from my friend...

And photos from sunway lagoon too:)

I know.

I know that sometimes I will freak out.
I know that I will force myself to be commited to something that I am not really into.
I know that sometimes I don't have strong faith.
I know that sometimes I will be weak.
I know that I will be at the verge of collapsing.
I know that if I don't live for myself, no one would.
I know that I am on my own.
I know that you are just being ignorant.
I know that it's not because of hatred.
I know that no matter how far I have to go, I will always have you.
I know that you are watching me.
I know that I can rely on you.
I know that wondering why doesn't really help much.
I know that the best word in the world is love.
I know that I had almost everything.
I know that I am greedy.
I know that I am susceptible to all these.

I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO BE STRONG FOR THIS IS MY ONLY CHANCE.

Even without you, I can still live my life to the fullest.