New Start.

Hey peeps,
I am feeling quite happy and excited right now for I am going to move to new house!!! ^^

However, thinking of the tiring and exhauting packing job, I am fainting already.
i've moved three times already and this time I think it will be the most exhauting one because there are too many things to pack..:(

Hope that everything will be fine...;)

Gosh

Right after my last calss, which was econs, I was walking to the guarddhouse with Li May and Shereena.
Both of them were walking in front while I was at the back.

Then, suddenly Mr. Mohan popped up beside me and asked: " Started studying already?"
I answered:" Not really, i felt unprepared because i kept forgetting what I've studied."

He said:" It's the good time to study now"=='
Alright.

I know that I've to study..A lot more..T.T
Btw, I am moving to new house on thurs.
Packing stuff for these few days. Very tiring.

GAH!

....

Sometimes,
I just need a break.

I believed that I can walk a better journey after reviving from my rest.

Just let go.

许多事情，总是在经历过以后才会懂得。一如感情，痛过了，才会懂得如何保护自己；傻过了，才会懂得适时的坚持与放弃，在得到与失去中，我们慢慢地认识自己。

其实，生活并不需要这么多无谓的执着，没有什么就真的不能割舍。学会放弃，生活会更容易。　

学会放弃，在落泪以前转身离去，留下简单的背影；学会放弃，将昨天埋在心底，留下最美好的回忆；学会放弃，让彼此都能有个更轻松的开始，遍体鳞伤的爱不一定就刻骨铭心。

这一程情深缘浅，走到今天，已经不容易，轻轻地抽出手，说声再见，真的很感谢，这一路上有你。曾爱你的，今天，仍是爱你。只是，爱你，却不能与你在一起。一如爱那原野的花茎，爱它，却不能携它归去。

喜欢，不一定要得到

每一份感情都很美，每一程相伴也都令人迷醉。是不能拥有的遗憾让我们更感眷恋；是夜半无眠的思念让我们更觉留恋。感情是一份没有答案的问卷，苦苦的追寻并不能让生活更圆满。也许一点遗憾、一丝伤感，会让这份答卷更隽永，也更久远。

收拾起心情，继续走吧，错过花，你将收获雨。继续走吧，你终将收获自己的美丽。

一个永远不想失去你的人，未必是爱你的人，未必对你忠心耿耿。有时只是这种脑袋不清的强烈占有欲者，他们才会做出各种“损人不利己”的事情，还如此理所当然。

谁说喜欢一样东西就一定要得到它。有时候，有些人，为了得到他喜欢的东西，殚精竭虑，费尽心机，更甚者可能会不择手段，以至走向极端。也许他得到了他喜欢的东西，但是在他追逐的过程中，失去的东西也无法计算，他付出的代价是其得到的东西所无法弥补的。也许那代价是沉重的，直到最后才会被他发现罢了。其实，喜欢一样东西，不一定要得到它。　

有时候为了强求一样东西而令自己的身心都疲惫不堪，是很不划算的。再者，有些东西是“只可远观而不可近瞧的”，一旦你得到了它，日子一久，你可能会发现其实它并不如想像中的那么好。如果你再发现你失去的和放弃的东西更珍贵的时候，我想你一定会懊恼不已。所以，也常有这样的一句话“得不到的东西永远是最好的”。所以，当你喜欢一样东西时，得到它并不是你最明智的选择。

谁说喜欢一个人就一定要和他在一起？有时候，有些人，为了能和自己喜欢的人在一起，他们不惜使用“一哭二闹三上吊”这种最原始的办法，想以此挽留爱人。也许这留住了爱人的人，却留不住他的心。更有甚者，为了这而赔上了自己那年轻而又灿烂的生命，可能这会唤起爱人的回应吧，但是这也带给了他更多的内疚与自责，还有不安，从此，快乐就会和他挥手告别。

其实，喜欢一个人，并不一定要和他在一起，虽然有人常说“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”，但是，并不是所有人都会快乐。喜欢一个人，最重要的是让他快乐，因为他的喜怒哀乐都会牵动你的心绪。所以，也有这样一句话“你快乐，所以我快乐”。

喜欢一样东西，就要学会欣赏它、珍惜它，使它更弥足珍贵。 喜欢一个人，就要让他快乐，让他幸福，使那份感情更诚挚。如果你做不到，那你还是放手吧！所以，有时候，有些人，也要学会放弃，因为放弃也是一种美丽。

I like this passage a lot.
Hope you enjoy it.

I am not supposed to be in college.

Well, according to some classmates and friends, today is the professional day in which all the lecturers went for some sort of training thing.

so no college today.

However, I am here, right here in the library.

Why?

To finish up my unfinished work.

This is called padan muka.

lol

Didn't really do anything during the holidays.

Hopefully I can finish them.

I thought

Putting you down doesn't mean that I don't care about you anymore.
It still hurt sometimes but I will be fine.

I am a silly girl.

Lying is no good.

Lies are the scariest thing.
Good liers can make their lies sound like the truth.
I am a bad lier.
When I lie, I felt guilty and it's very easy to tell from my face that I am lying.

But sometimes, telling lies is somehow the best way to ssolve the particular problem.
Well some of you might not agree with me, but i somehow believe it.

I just hope that I don't have to lie too often. I hate lies.

Old photos. Penang trip.

Since I was bored and I am not up to anything, I will just upload some photos.

At botanical garden:

Look at the monkey, it was trying to drink from the can. Lol. Super cute.

This is me, trying to hug the big big tree

Me and my sisters. Weird pose. Lol

Tuh Tuh train.

My dear daddy.

I know that I am prettier ah..XP

Pretty garden. I love flowers.:)

Me and the bonsai.

Mom, me and dad.

At the first hotel room:

The sea view.

We changed to the second hotel because mom thought that this hotel is not good enough.

I just woke up. LOL. Look at my panda eyes.

At Kek Lok Si:

That's all for the moment. :)

Weird dream

I had a weird dream yesterday.

I was having my lunch in some cafe and suddenly a bunch of ppl caught me and dragged me to a weird place.

Then, I got locked into a place in which one side of the cage was exposed to ferocious animals.
OMG..at that time, i thought that i was in some kind of action movies in which I had to rescue myself and also other ppl.

Well, in the cage, when the animals were approaching us, we couldnt move because the animals were sensitive to any movement. lol
Then we lived in this kind of condition for like a week. Then, we managed to kill all the animals and escaped. lol. weird right.

Of course there will be some love story involved. Kinda cool right? i mean in such condition , you are still managed to find your true love..lol

My mind must have gone wrong to have such dream. Too fantasy already. I just feel funny when i thought of it.

Well, it's good to have some out-of-reality dream sometimes, don't you think so?

I am just not that into you

Before this, I thought I really like you, or maybe I was.
But time seems to take away everything from me.
You used to mean everything to me. Seriously.
However, after you have left, I did feel depressed and sad because I won't be able to see you anymore. As time passed by, you are no longer occupying my heart.

So, should I congratulate myself. For being able to be freed?
:)
Maybe.

It's just very heart-warming.

Right after i got back my laptop,
I've been online for the longest time ever. LOL

I've chatted with a few best friends of mine and I am really happy that our relationship are still good and close like last time.

Especially at late night, when I know that there are ppl who are still online.
We talked about a lot of stuff. From craps to serious stuffs. But all of them mean the same to me.

I must admit that I communicate with ppl better in the virtual world than real life.
In real life, I just don't know how to express myself well.
If I get to choose, I prefer to be the one sitting in front of the PC.
In real life, i am a good listener but not a good speaker.
Often, I can't tell others what I really want.

Anyway, I am improving right now.
Hopefully, I will be better.

I am back..

Hello everyone, how are you guys recently?
I really miss everyone of you.

I just had my trials two weeks ago and I don't think I did very well.
Haiz...I thought i've studied enough.
Too bad, I was wrong.
I know that I need to study a lot more.

Let's get going suat wei!!!

Yesterday, I went McD with mom.
While we were enjying our delicious meal, a Malay woman said:
"Kak, minuman ini extra, kak mau tak?"
initialy my mom said no. Then the woman was very friendly and keep saying nevermind, you can have it.
So my mom just take it. Then chit-chtted with her. My mom is very good in this kind of social thing..lol

So those big ppl always said that our country is not integrated.
But in my opinion, I think that they are the one who cause all these.
I don't think what they've said reflect the true situation.

There's one message that I want to send to them.
Put down yourself and listen to us.
This is the true definition of democracy.

That's all for this short update.