HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

I am still me

Why don't you give the trust in me?
Why can't you let me do things that other kids are doing?
Everytime i try to explain or defend myself, you would say that, "stop being rebellious, you are still young, what do you know about life?"

Well may be in your era, things worked this way.
But let me tell you now, the world has changed.
Don't you know this phrase?
" Change is the only constant thing in life?"
Please set your mind now.
Renew the info or whatever you are having now.
Ppl do change.
i am not the little kid who will only depends on you solely for her life.
I have other things to consider in my life.
How long would you be with me?
20 yrs, 30 yrs?
Definitely not forever.

I am not rebellious at all.
I am just trying to tell you how'd i feel.
Being "supervised" 24 hrs by you.

What make you feel that I am not the same old me?

You had been a young lady before, why don't you try to understand me?

家

家，往往是我得到安慰的地方。
无论我在外遇到多少波折，它无疑就是我的避风巷。
我是个不折不扣会想家的人。
所以我无法想像当我的家变得冷冷清清的时候会是怎样。
有谁不想有个温暖的家？
希望它尽快回到以前。

昨天，Terence的家举行生日派对。
蛮热闹的。
因为被一些事困扰着，所以我无法尽情得玩。
回到家，我就直接回去房里睡觉。
昨晚我似乎喝多了，导致今早头有些疼。
人家不是常说借酒消愁吗？
怎么我喝了，愁不见得消了？

我真希望一切赶快过去。

p/s: i am sorry.

說好的 幸福呢?

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得
妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了


時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得
妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了 我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

I really like this song. If you want to let go, just let it go.

Random

Sometimes, I know I am a fun and nice(i think)person when ppl joke around me.
Well it's only true if it's not too over, alright.
Me being nice doesn't mean that i don't mind what you are saying.
It's just that I choose to get over it.
So pls know where the limits are.

Happy Birthday, KC

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
My BEst Friend, kok choon.
Finally, you turn 18.

Wish you have a sweet and happy relationship with HER.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY again.

Surprises

i loves surprises,
i don't know why.

Somehow,
i always hope that there will be a surprise waiting for me.

My first ever surprise was in form 5,
When Jie hui handed me a birthday card on my big day.
I was truly touched at that moment.
I thank her.
May be it was the only word i could think of at that time.

Then the second surprise.
My college mates bought me a cake on my big day.
First time ever, I had two cakes for my day.
And of course, the cards that I've received.
Thank you so much.

I always wish that my parents could give me surprises.
may be a party or what..
Haha..but they always tell me what they are going to do...
But i am glad too..
At least I am someone that they will be truthful to..
Being honest to me all the time.

Oh, and my friends.
GREAT FRIENDS<3

I am so blessed.

你

我常常在想，
你的脑里到底在想些什么？

你的表面常常都是一副不在乎的样子。
但是我知道事实并非如此。

我很好奇，
你为何就是不肯把内心的自己展现出来，
每一次都带着面具示人。

人真的有那么可怕吗？

No title.

他烦恼，
但她不知。

她无理取闹，
他知。

他想挽回，
但她很执着。

她想原谅，
但选择发脾气。

结果，
翻脸了。

唉！
苦啊！

Trust

I dislike ppl who do not keep their promises.
If you can't do it, pls don't promise me.

But if you did, I hope that you can do what you have said.
I trust you.

I know that it's for my own good.
Yeah, of course i know.
I am 18 this year, going to be 19.
So what, I am not doing stuff that a 18-year-old teenage girl should do.
I have been listening to you for all this while, isn't that enough.
But yet, sometimes you just wanted more, you expect me to be your puppet.
Do whatever you want me to do, and let you control my life.
Alright, I will let it be, coz I am still happy with what I am having right now.
But what if there is one day when I don't want to follow every wish of yours anymore?
Will you be mad at me? or will you just let it be?
I really don't know.
I am very unsure of what I am doing.
I am afraid that whatever you are doing to me will destroy me.
I hope that that day will not come.

I TRUST YOU.