Forever in our memory

Lydia Shum, a name that is known by almost every chinese living on this earth....

Her death will definitely break many people's heart...

Frankly, I am not her fans......though

But i really feel depressed for the fact that she already left us.....

Yea... I watched an interview with Lydia on 8 tv yesterday and i cried....

not because she is dying...

It is because of her spirit .....

When she told the interviewer that she didn't cry when the doctor told her that she had cancer....
I was amazed....

She is definitely a happy go lucky person....

and she talked about her experiences throughout the whole treatment......

It was really not easy......but she did manage to survive through all these challenges for the sake of her daughter....

In my thoughts, i never think of when will i going to leave this earth or what.... i really don't...

but now i know that i should be strong and go on with my life no matter what.....

time is gold.....

and i found that i had wasted a lot of time on matters that are really not important....

therefore, it's time for me to wake up now and start my life all over again....

btw.......

spm results is coming out on this thurs....(guess so)

hopefully i can get what i have desired all this while.....

The end of story..........

So cheap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah just yesterday i discovered that there is a place that sell very cheap mixed rice(you know....)and i onli spend 2.80 for 4 dishes.....haha
nowadays it's so hard to find cheap food around subang jaya....haiz...the food is damn expensive
Just 1 week, i spend almost 40 ringgit just on food.......
omg......
time to go....
yeah the story on that guy will be continue....
if i have time to talk bout him......
haiz.....

Yeapi.... Good news......(to me...haha)..... Not all the stuff....

oh yeah... i got back my chemistry pratical grading deee.....
surprisingly i got 22 over 23......muahahaha...
and i got all the ques. correct....haha
as for economics....i got 22 over 25.... hehe... not bad...
aiyo, today the weather damn hot weh.... almost fainted...
that's for all for today....have a nice day:)
Oh yeah... what is the feel of liking someone....?
i've been wondering....
It's very disappointing when someone that you like just ignore your presence...
haiz.....
i once discuss this problem with my sis before and she said it's better not to like someone secretly because it is really very heart breaking....
and now i know the feel.....
I should listen to her from the beginning....
everyday when we meet each other.. there will only be hi and hello..
nothing else.... this is not i want.... pls talk to me... i beg you... although you don no who you are.... everyday i still hope that one day you will know that i like you....i really hope so....
sometimes i hope that everything is just a dream and nothing else...
Sometimes i really hope that i can just wake up and forget everything and pretend nothing had happened.....
so please wish me luck so that i can forget him......as soon as possible......
haiz....
somehow i wish that i've never met him before...
Maybe it will be better to be in this way...
Now that i am 18 and is studying in college...
Life is so hectic and i really hope that i will not be borthered by this matter anymore....

This post is just telling my story to all of you out there and hope that those who like other ppl secretly will find their true love one day...

Lastly, wish me luck please......

A girl or a boy?(just to attract your attention) mua hahahaha

Today we the former 5s5 classmates have lunch together.... Although not everyone is present...:(
It's still a fun time though....
Ya and it happened like this..... Jie hui.... the one who got her hair cut last weeki walked with us....
seriously, she really looks like a boy.....
and we asked her to walk with the guys because we aren't of the same category anymore... haha Jie Hui who ask you to cut that hairstyle..... i am surprise that your parents din ask you why you cutyour hair that short..... haha...

and later...
when i was having my lunch at asia cafe. i knocked my head three times on the pillar. ouch........
i swear that i will never sit near those pillar again....:(

Happy Valentine's Day!!!!!! and thanks to those who had celebrated my birthday.....

Oh yeah...... It's valentines day and this is the first time i celebrate this day actually with a guy......In previous years, i had celebrated it with my female friends. Well, i received roses today and a big gratitude to guy that gave me the roses...... Thanks a lot......
hmmmm...... you know my birthday falls on the 12th of feb. and valentine's day is after two days of my birthday..... hehe my mom told me before that i was supposed to be born on the 14th but ooops, i came out two days earlier....... ya and i wanna wish siet yin happy birthday....... happy valentines to you too.... hopefully you and tj... hmmmmm......works out haha.
well roses couldn't last long though...... i kept watering it.... a bit paranoid:)
that's for all on this lovely day.......

Good friends!!!!!!!!!!!!

从昨天 到今天 还有明天感谢老天让你们陪在我身边爱的心 痛的心 感动的心因为你们的拥抱 我很放心当初见面的不安 彼此的探索也许有些茫然迷惑 朝夕相处才发现这世界没有人比你更懂我朋友姐妹已不够来形容我们的默契骄傲 扶持与包容我们一起打勾勾请记得约定的旅程到永远

Can't love be single?

Yeah, finally it's holiday.(at least for a week:)) after this, it's going to be valentine's!!!!!
Hmmmm... but i am single....so basically i don't have a reason to celebrate this full-of-love day:(
Hmmmm... why can't singles celebrate valentine's?????