Now, I am really at the verge of collapsing.I know that it's my responsibility and those who are in the working field would probably say this: Hey, students' life is the best moment in your life. You will be much more stressed when you are working in the society
Alright I know that. But the stress that I am having now is too great. I barely can hold on anymore.
Everytime when I felt like giving up, I told myself that I cannot fail. I can do this. This is for your future. Bla Bla Bla.....
I am aware that I am being very grumpy and complaining non-stop.
I kept telling others that how stress I am. I am sorry.. I don't mean to stress you up too.
It's just that I really need to voice out my feeling so that I could feel better.
But somehow it's useless. The bug named "stress" will not stop haunting me.
I know I am being very emotional at this moment. I really feel like crying. I just want everything to be over as soon as possible. I want to do my best. I want to score. It's just that simple.
can I do it?
I don't know.
But I will try my best.
Time to head back to reality.
Complaining and whining here is useless.