FREEDOM!!!!

Needless to say more:)

Oh my holiday, I feel so happy to be in your embrace right now!!!

Emo emo emo!!!!!

Today is just not my day..

I am not happy!!!!

Let's hope things will get better next week.

Tomorrow is the day

I will be sitting for my first paper tomorrow.

Well, I am sort of nervous. Not because of inadequate preparation.

I just don't know why am I having such negative thoughts.

I can do it!! This is what I have to tell myself.

It's not like it is the end of the world.

It's just part of the journey of my life.

This is just a bad habit of mine.

The thing that I need to do right now is to be confident.

Who cares if the questions are too hard?

There will be no regrets as long as I have tried my best to answer.

I wish myself good luck for tomorrow's paper.

Monash can't beat me that easily.

M.I.A

I have been MIA for quite sometime.

The reason behind this:

• I have been busied with assignments for the past few weeks
• The assignment period is officially over.
• Now, it's time to study for my exam which will be commenced two weeks from now

I am not very confident in this semester exams as there are so many things to read and understand.

Oh gosh, I really hope that I can make it....*cross fingers*..

如果你爱我。。。

1. 你会细心得聆听我每一句话
2. 你会在我伤心的时候给予我安慰
3. 你会在我害怕无助的时候，紧紧地抱着我，在我耳边说：你还有我。
4. 你会在我开心的时候， 陪我一起大笑。
5. 你会紧紧的握住我的手，不轻易放开。
6. 你会愿意让我成为你的一切。
7. 你会让我的生命充满欢乐而不是悲伤。
8. 你会迁就我，不然我受一点委屈。
9. 你会知道我要什么。
10. 你会任由我无理取闹。

如果我爱你，我也会做同样的事情。

This is how i study...=.=

My desk is currently invaded by all these books and notes.

I can barely find a place for me to write.

Most of the time, I prefer to read, jot down my points and type my work in the living room because I have much more space over there haha..

Money and capital market assignment up next..

Gambate!!!

Of all the stress and mess....

I am still surviving!!!

Currently doing assignment in the library.

It's freezing cold~.~

This is a very grumpy post.

Those who I met everyday will know that I am currently very stressed up with my studies, assignments, mid term......bla bla bla.

Now, I am really at the verge of collapsing.I know that it's my responsibility and those who are in the working field would probably say this: Hey, students' life is the best moment in your life. You will be much more stressed when you are working in the society

Alright I know that. But the stress that I am having now is too great. I barely can hold on anymore.

Everytime when I felt like giving up, I told myself that I cannot fail. I can do this. This is for your future. Bla Bla Bla.....

I am aware that I am being very grumpy and complaining non-stop.

I kept telling others that how stress I am. I am sorry.. I don't mean to stress you up too.

It's just that I really need to voice out my feeling so that I could feel better.

But somehow it's useless. The bug named "stress" will not stop haunting me.

I know I am being very emotional at this moment. I really feel like crying. I just want everything to be over as soon as possible. I want to do my best. I want to score. It's just that simple.

can I do it?

I don't know.

But I will try my best.

Time to head back to reality.

Complaining and whining here is useless.

这时候。。。

美丽的四月，

悄悄的来了。

又是默默耕耘的季节了。

要好好加油哦！

别让我失望了。

Mid-term break

Finally, the long awaited break is here!!!!!!

It's time to get some breath after 5 weeks of hectic uni life.

However, it's not really a break for me. May be only one day.

This is because there are a lot of assignments due after the break:(

I can make it!!!! I always believe in myself.

It's just time I wish to be out of reality sometimes:)

Tata. Back to accounting assignment.

Don't shoot me for being hardworking...

Oh well, I finished my first question of accounting assignment which I would not have done if I were at home. LOL.

It was so freezing cold in the library. Me and Xin Yin both did our work quite attentively. We DIDN"T facebook while doing our assignment. We did it only when we were resting.:)

I am so happy that we actually had some progress:)

Hope this will continue.^^

一定学得会。。。。

我只相信学会与学不会。

我不相信有兴趣或没兴趣。

我相信有心一定学得会。

没心肯定学不会。

我相信就算没兴趣也一定学得会。

因为没兴趣不等于学不会。

只有你肯不肯去学。

Out of boredom..........

Due to boredom, I did this.

Normal

Release stress

Normal again.....


I am off to continuing my work..Tata.

Dull Life.....

It has been two weeks and I am having the third week of lessons for this semester.
My life has been dull. Doing the routine everyday. Study-Eat-Sleep.

OMG....Somebody pls inject some liveliness in me.
Seriously need to be revived.

Goodnight.





p.s: I want outings!!!

Disappointed, heart broken, sadness............

I was still very anticipating the days I am going to spend in other countries yesterday.
I even start to fantasize the life I am going to have over there.
But today, when the person in-charge told me that I can't go to Australia on the next semester,
to be honest, my heart really sanked. I was quite upset at that time. It's just that I don't want to show it out.

I know that I still have the chance to go next year but still.........
Do you know the feelings?
When you are anticipating something a lot, and all of a sudden someone told you that you can't do that. Do you know how disappointing it is?

GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am really very stressed up and confused right now.

So now I have a plan: either I go to australia for half year or I go to UK for a year or half a year for both countries.

BUT..............there is NO guarantee that I will get the offer.....:(

For now, I can't do anything right now except studying very very very hard to score well in my exam in order to raise the possibility of getting my application approved.

PLEASE-----I -BEG-YOU-MONASH, LET ME GO OK???????

Chap Goh Mei and this marks the end of my holiday....

Happy Chap Goh Mei everyone!!!!
Happy eastern Valentine's Day(if this is what it's called)

Time flies and two weeks of CNY come to an end, just like that.
Today does not only marks the end of the chinese new year but also my three and a half months of summer break..YEAH...

Basically I did nothing much during the holidays.
Just keep having fun times with my old friends.
More and more of them are leavng this country to pursue their studies abroad.
I hope that I will be the next! I really want to study in Australia.:)

Anyway....to ppl who keep visiting my blog, sorry for not updating the blog frequently even though I am so free to hang around at home haha...
I do hope that you guys will keep reading my blog:)

That's for all now.
Uni is starting tomorrow
All the best to my another semester of study:)

虎虎扬威。。。。

虎年来咯！！！

在新的一年里恭祝大家：

事事顺利

万事如意

身体健康

在国外念书的朋友，

祝你们平平安安

学业进步！

今年过年特别的热闹。

希望大家在虎年能行大运！

恭喜恭喜！

这个二，有意思。。。

我终于都踏入了二十岁的人生。
二十岁代表着我以迈入成人的阶段，
随之责任也变得重大。
往后我要顾虑的事情将会变得更多，思想也会随着岁数而变得成熟。

我很庆幸我又活多了一年。
我会更珍惜未来的每一天。

I had a wonderful birthday this year.
Thanks to my lovely friends:)

Overally, I spent my birthday quite peacefully yesterday.
No outings with friends or anything.
Just stayed at home in the afternoon and had dinner with my family at night.
How wonderful right:) Simple and yet memorable.

I am so blessed by having loving and caring people around me:)

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!

遐想。。。

新年快到了，所以最近都把时间花在大扫除。
这次的大年初一恰好同情人节落在同一天，
让我们这些单身的人在这一天少了份孤单。

有时候或许是太寂寞吧，
可是又找不到人聊天，所以朋友请原谅我突然在网上与你们聊些有的没的。

二月是我最喜欢的一个月份。
不知为何，总觉得它是温柔知性的。
有时又觉得它有一点神秘。

或许我是想太多了吧？！
I am so in the CNY mood right now.
I can't wait for the celebrations, lou sang, house hopping, ang pau, new clothes, shoes, bags....

This is going to be the most happening new year ever:)

SHORT!!!!!!!!!!

I went for a hair cut today because my long hair makes me look very sleepy all the time unless i tie them up.

Finally I 've decided to cut them short. Well, not super duper short but it is the shortest in these few years haha...

I don't really like the back though..Will try to trim it again myself.

This is how I looked when i curled my hair...haha..

do i look over mature?