El-Padrino

HEY!! I am back. Ah ....A-levels is finally over.... But I am starting uni in one month time..s i will try my very best to have fun!!

So now i come back by bringing you photos from the prom. The lighting over there was not good so the photos taken are not that nice.

I look prettier in real life ok..lol XD

Enjoy the pics!!!

Toilet photo.

From left: Ee Ling, Me, Sam, Pui Yee, Li May

From left: Sam, Pui Yee, Me, Shu Ling( she looked like a bride!), Li May, Ee Ling, Chye Ling, Sam Heng


Sam: Look at my face! lol

The concentrating me:)

And The smiing me:)

Chee Yuen and Me:)

Miss Tan, you have a nice belly XP

From left: Me, Pui Yee, Li May, Miss Tan, Shereena, Sue Jinn, Chye Ling, Ee Ling, Sam Chin and Sam Heng

Us again!

From top left: Me, Hsien Ming, Shu Ling
From bottom left: Li May, Shereena, Pui Yee

From left: Li May, Miss Lena, Me.
Ms. Lena asked me to bend down a bit o that she won't look short..lol

From left: Shu Ling, Me, Sue Wei, Sam, Ann Shien, Ee Ling

Max and Me

Cheng Chun and Me.

We failed to get a nice photo at first...:)

I like this photo:)



That's all for now. i will upload more when i get from my friend...

And photos from sunway lagoon too:)

I know.

I know that sometimes I will freak out.
I know that I will force myself to be commited to something that I am not really into.
I know that sometimes I don't have strong faith.
I know that sometimes I will be weak.
I know that I will be at the verge of collapsing.
I know that if I don't live for myself, no one would.
I know that I am on my own.
I know that you are just being ignorant.
I know that it's not because of hatred.
I know that no matter how far I have to go, I will always have you.
I know that you are watching me.
I know that I can rely on you.
I know that wondering why doesn't really help much.
I know that the best word in the world is love.
I know that I had almost everything.
I know that I am greedy.
I know that I am susceptible to all these.

I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO BE STRONG FOR THIS IS MY ONLY CHANCE.

Even without you, I can still live my life to the fullest.

当你

如果有一天
我回到从前
回到最原始的我
你是否会觉得我不错

如果有一天
我离你遥远
不能再和你相约
你是否会发觉我已经说再见当你的眼睛眯着笑
当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好
你从来不知道
想你想你
也能成为嗜好

当你说今天的烦恼
当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说
却害怕都说错
还喜欢你
知不知道

如果有一天
梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远
你是否还会记得今天
如果有一天
我们都发觉
原来什么都可以
无论是否还会停留在这里

也许可是让我想得太多
也许该回到没我
梦里和相遇
就毫不犹豫
大声的说我要说

.................

I was walking down the street,
and there I met the person that I liked.
We said hi and walked together down the street.
We reached his apartment which was nearby the street that we had just walked through.
Oh dear, what a romantic journey.
The door was opened and he led me in.
We sat on the sofa and talked for the whole night.

Then I fell asleep, with my head leaning against his shoulder.
Only finding myself waking up with him beside me.
I stood up and I tried to walked away.

BOOM, and this was the time when I was jolted awake.
Such a nice dream.
But why can't the reality be as fairy tale as this?

How I wished everything could become true.

I salute you, uncle boo

上篇写了甘地的一宗家事，有人联想到政治事，今天干脆就写甘地的另一件事，不必瞎猜，就是要说政棍的事。

大家都应该知道在印度搭火车是怎样的一回事吧！有一天，火车已经缓缓开动，一个迟到的乘客匆匆跳上火车，情急之中不小心，掉落了一边鞋子。火车当然不会停下来给人捡鞋子，跳下去捡的话又肯定来不及了，这人尴尬片刻，便急忙把另一边鞋子脱下，朝掉鞋子的方向用力丢过去。车上有人问他为何如此做，这人说：“鞋子掉了一边，已经没有用了，捡到一只鞋子的人也没有用处，倒不如让两只都还在一起，不管谁捡到它都还可以拿来穿。”

火车上有人问起这人的名字，这人说：“我叫甘地！”鞋子掉了一边之後，作用和价值已失，甘地脱下另一边丢过去，还原了鞋子的功能和价值，虽然受惠的已不再是自己，虽然自己的损失也已无法补偿。甘地的一生就是如此，不想自己的损失，只顾及别人是否得到好处。

308霹雳州政权更迭时，国阵掉了一只鞋子，千方百计只想冒险跳下火车捡回鞋子。许月凤及另两个公正党议员成为支持国阵的独立议员後，霹雳执政权又拱手让人，民联掉了一只鞋子，也千方百计只想着如何冒险跳下火车捡回鞋子。解放黑奴的林肯最终被暗杀，解放印度的甘地最终被暗杀，於是，没有人愿意解放霹雳。大家都说，鞋子是我的。於是，一人死抱一边鞋子，留下僵着的人民。

This is a post that I read from a blogger named uncle boo.

The website is here.

Do visit ya.

This is my new space.

This were the boxes. And bags

TA-DA!

Oh yeah, I am currently having my finals.

So today is the only day that I have time to update everything.

Hope you enjoy it.

Have a nice day.

Do you know that it hurts sometimes?

This is a late post

This is a post regarding my dad's birthday.

Well we just moved to new house on that day itself

and I have no time to blog about this so that's why it's late.

So now I shall let the photos do the talking.

This is the main character of the day.

Mom and Dad

Me and sister

Youngest sis

My meal of the day

The family photo and the cakey:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!!!

On the way home, I took this photo.

I always love KLCC.

That's all.

Love, suat wei.

Sometimes, you just don't know how much i care for you.

Happy Mother's Day..(belated)

Well, I know that it's late but I have no choice because I can only go online when I am in college.

So this is what i wanna say to you mommy.

I love you.

I appreciate every single thing that you've done for me.

Especially when you have to tolerate my bad-tempered and childish behaviour.

I really love you.

Eventhough sometime I might be rude to you.

Trust me, I don't mean it.

Once again. Happy Mother's Day.

Goodbye.

Time flies.
Today is the last day of classes in college.
Friends, take good care of yourself and we shall meet again..:)

Goodbye. :)

New Start.

Hey peeps,
I am feeling quite happy and excited right now for I am going to move to new house!!! ^^

However, thinking of the tiring and exhauting packing job, I am fainting already.
i've moved three times already and this time I think it will be the most exhauting one because there are too many things to pack..:(

Hope that everything will be fine...;)

Gosh

Right after my last calss, which was econs, I was walking to the guarddhouse with Li May and Shereena.
Both of them were walking in front while I was at the back.

Then, suddenly Mr. Mohan popped up beside me and asked: " Started studying already?"
I answered:" Not really, i felt unprepared because i kept forgetting what I've studied."

He said:" It's the good time to study now"=='
Alright.

I know that I've to study..A lot more..T.T
Btw, I am moving to new house on thurs.
Packing stuff for these few days. Very tiring.

GAH!

....

Sometimes,
I just need a break.

I believed that I can walk a better journey after reviving from my rest.

Just let go.

许多事情，总是在经历过以后才会懂得。一如感情，痛过了，才会懂得如何保护自己；傻过了，才会懂得适时的坚持与放弃，在得到与失去中，我们慢慢地认识自己。

其实，生活并不需要这么多无谓的执着，没有什么就真的不能割舍。学会放弃，生活会更容易。　

学会放弃，在落泪以前转身离去，留下简单的背影；学会放弃，将昨天埋在心底，留下最美好的回忆；学会放弃，让彼此都能有个更轻松的开始，遍体鳞伤的爱不一定就刻骨铭心。

这一程情深缘浅，走到今天，已经不容易，轻轻地抽出手，说声再见，真的很感谢，这一路上有你。曾爱你的，今天，仍是爱你。只是，爱你，却不能与你在一起。一如爱那原野的花茎，爱它，却不能携它归去。

喜欢，不一定要得到

每一份感情都很美，每一程相伴也都令人迷醉。是不能拥有的遗憾让我们更感眷恋；是夜半无眠的思念让我们更觉留恋。感情是一份没有答案的问卷，苦苦的追寻并不能让生活更圆满。也许一点遗憾、一丝伤感，会让这份答卷更隽永，也更久远。

收拾起心情，继续走吧，错过花，你将收获雨。继续走吧，你终将收获自己的美丽。

一个永远不想失去你的人，未必是爱你的人，未必对你忠心耿耿。有时只是这种脑袋不清的强烈占有欲者，他们才会做出各种“损人不利己”的事情，还如此理所当然。

谁说喜欢一样东西就一定要得到它。有时候，有些人，为了得到他喜欢的东西，殚精竭虑，费尽心机，更甚者可能会不择手段，以至走向极端。也许他得到了他喜欢的东西，但是在他追逐的过程中，失去的东西也无法计算，他付出的代价是其得到的东西所无法弥补的。也许那代价是沉重的，直到最后才会被他发现罢了。其实，喜欢一样东西，不一定要得到它。　

有时候为了强求一样东西而令自己的身心都疲惫不堪，是很不划算的。再者，有些东西是“只可远观而不可近瞧的”，一旦你得到了它，日子一久，你可能会发现其实它并不如想像中的那么好。如果你再发现你失去的和放弃的东西更珍贵的时候，我想你一定会懊恼不已。所以，也常有这样的一句话“得不到的东西永远是最好的”。所以，当你喜欢一样东西时，得到它并不是你最明智的选择。

谁说喜欢一个人就一定要和他在一起？有时候，有些人，为了能和自己喜欢的人在一起，他们不惜使用“一哭二闹三上吊”这种最原始的办法，想以此挽留爱人。也许这留住了爱人的人，却留不住他的心。更有甚者，为了这而赔上了自己那年轻而又灿烂的生命，可能这会唤起爱人的回应吧，但是这也带给了他更多的内疚与自责，还有不安，从此，快乐就会和他挥手告别。

其实，喜欢一个人，并不一定要和他在一起，虽然有人常说“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”，但是，并不是所有人都会快乐。喜欢一个人，最重要的是让他快乐，因为他的喜怒哀乐都会牵动你的心绪。所以，也有这样一句话“你快乐，所以我快乐”。

喜欢一样东西，就要学会欣赏它、珍惜它，使它更弥足珍贵。 喜欢一个人，就要让他快乐，让他幸福，使那份感情更诚挚。如果你做不到，那你还是放手吧！所以，有时候，有些人，也要学会放弃，因为放弃也是一种美丽。

I like this passage a lot.
Hope you enjoy it.

I am not supposed to be in college.

Well, according to some classmates and friends, today is the professional day in which all the lecturers went for some sort of training thing.

so no college today.

However, I am here, right here in the library.

Why?

To finish up my unfinished work.

This is called padan muka.

lol

Didn't really do anything during the holidays.

Hopefully I can finish them.

I thought

Putting you down doesn't mean that I don't care about you anymore.
It still hurt sometimes but I will be fine.

I am a silly girl.

Lying is no good.

Lies are the scariest thing.
Good liers can make their lies sound like the truth.
I am a bad lier.
When I lie, I felt guilty and it's very easy to tell from my face that I am lying.

But sometimes, telling lies is somehow the best way to ssolve the particular problem.
Well some of you might not agree with me, but i somehow believe it.

I just hope that I don't have to lie too often. I hate lies.

Old photos. Penang trip.

Since I was bored and I am not up to anything, I will just upload some photos.

At botanical garden:

Look at the monkey, it was trying to drink from the can. Lol. Super cute.

This is me, trying to hug the big big tree

Me and my sisters. Weird pose. Lol

Tuh Tuh train.

My dear daddy.

I know that I am prettier ah..XP

Pretty garden. I love flowers.:)

Me and the bonsai.

Mom, me and dad.

At the first hotel room:

The sea view.

We changed to the second hotel because mom thought that this hotel is not good enough.

I just woke up. LOL. Look at my panda eyes.

At Kek Lok Si:

That's all for the moment. :)

Weird dream

I had a weird dream yesterday.

I was having my lunch in some cafe and suddenly a bunch of ppl caught me and dragged me to a weird place.

Then, I got locked into a place in which one side of the cage was exposed to ferocious animals.
OMG..at that time, i thought that i was in some kind of action movies in which I had to rescue myself and also other ppl.

Well, in the cage, when the animals were approaching us, we couldnt move because the animals were sensitive to any movement. lol
Then we lived in this kind of condition for like a week. Then, we managed to kill all the animals and escaped. lol. weird right.

Of course there will be some love story involved. Kinda cool right? i mean in such condition , you are still managed to find your true love..lol

My mind must have gone wrong to have such dream. Too fantasy already. I just feel funny when i thought of it.

Well, it's good to have some out-of-reality dream sometimes, don't you think so?

I am just not that into you

Before this, I thought I really like you, or maybe I was.
But time seems to take away everything from me.
You used to mean everything to me. Seriously.
However, after you have left, I did feel depressed and sad because I won't be able to see you anymore. As time passed by, you are no longer occupying my heart.

So, should I congratulate myself. For being able to be freed?
:)
Maybe.

It's just very heart-warming.

Right after i got back my laptop,
I've been online for the longest time ever. LOL

I've chatted with a few best friends of mine and I am really happy that our relationship are still good and close like last time.

Especially at late night, when I know that there are ppl who are still online.
We talked about a lot of stuff. From craps to serious stuffs. But all of them mean the same to me.

I must admit that I communicate with ppl better in the virtual world than real life.
In real life, I just don't know how to express myself well.
If I get to choose, I prefer to be the one sitting in front of the PC.
In real life, i am a good listener but not a good speaker.
Often, I can't tell others what I really want.

Anyway, I am improving right now.
Hopefully, I will be better.

I am back..

Hello everyone, how are you guys recently?
I really miss everyone of you.

I just had my trials two weeks ago and I don't think I did very well.
Haiz...I thought i've studied enough.
Too bad, I was wrong.
I know that I need to study a lot more.

Let's get going suat wei!!!

Yesterday, I went McD with mom.
While we were enjying our delicious meal, a Malay woman said:
"Kak, minuman ini extra, kak mau tak?"
initialy my mom said no. Then the woman was very friendly and keep saying nevermind, you can have it.
So my mom just take it. Then chit-chtted with her. My mom is very good in this kind of social thing..lol

So those big ppl always said that our country is not integrated.
But in my opinion, I think that they are the one who cause all these.
I don't think what they've said reflect the true situation.

There's one message that I want to send to them.
Put down yourself and listen to us.
This is the true definition of democracy.

That's all for this short update.

I didn't watch american idol before this until Li May and Shereena got so excited about it.

And I like Adam Lambert.

After this performance.

Way to go man.

:)

Pheww..not for long.

So I just had my chemistry exam just now and let me tell you,

It's FREAKING HARD!!!!!

Well the first three questions were ok,

Then when I continued with the questions,

I found that my mind was partially blank since I don't know how to answer the questions.

Surprisingly I wasn't panic.

I just want to fill up all the blanks and go home to sleep.

I haven't been sleeping very well for these few days.

For ppl who know me, they will know that i have to sleep for at least 8 hours per day.

Imagine I only slept 10 hours for 2 DAYS.

AAahhhhh.. Cannot blame anyone because this is partly my fault as

I am burning the midnight oil.

So I promise that I will work hard for finals.

Trials is just to remind me how much do i have to study for finals.

Anyway, I went to peppercorn with Shereena.

Well, I think that the food over there do not taste as nice as before.

For example, the mushroom soup.

It used to be so creamy and yummy.

But now I think that it is tasteless.

Just like drinking water.

And it's expensive.

I am aware that recession is happenning right now.

But then you can make it into a smaller proportion.

Never try to reduce the ingredient.

Ah well. Disappointed.

Just An Hour

For many years, Earth has been destroyed.

So there's one thing that you can do to create awareness among all the people

that you know.

So remember to do this.

Switch off the lights for an hour on the 28th of March 2009.

Starting from 8.30 pm to 9.30 pm.

Do something for the Earth.

Again...?

KUALA LUMPUR: Puchong MP Gobind Singh Deo has been suspended from Parliament without allowance and benefits for one year for alleging that Deputy Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak was involved in a murder case and for contempt against the Deputy Speaker.

Parliament Speaker Tan Sri Pandikar Amin Mulia made the decision on Monday after the matter was put to vote and a majority of MPs were in favour of suspending Gobind Singh.
On Thursday, Gobind Singh was ejected from the House for the third time when he kept on speaking about Mongolian Altantuya Shaariibuu’s murder case although the chair had ordered him to stop.

Deputy Speaker Datuk Ronald Kiandee ruled that it was sub-judice to talk about a case that was pending in court.

The outburst occurred after Najib had finished replying to points raised during the debate on the mini budget.

Later at the Parliament lobby, Gobind Singh said it was most unfortunate that he had been suspended.

“The fight does not stop here. I will focus more on constituency work from now one and in one year, I will be back,” he said.

He also said he was disappointed that he was not given a chance to defend himself in the House.

[source: Star online]

I always wonder, now the main problem faced by the country is the economic crisis right?

Why are they still playing all the political game?

Tag again..

Tagged by yi ping.:)

tag #1:100 truths
001. Real name - Thang Suat Wei
002. Nickname(s) - SWT Wei, Thang Thang Thang Thang...lol
003. Zodiac sign - Aquarius
004. Male or female - Female
005. Elementary - Kuen Cheng Kindergarden
006. Middle School - SJK(C) Kuen Cheng 1
007. High School - Catholic High School
008. College - Taylors University College
009. University - Monash University(soon to be)
010. Hair Color - brownish black?
011. Long or short - long
012. Loud or quiet - random
013. Sweat or jeans - jeans
014. Phone or camera - camera phone?
015. Health freak - not really
016. Drink or smoke - drink
017. Do you have crush on someone - not now
018. Eat or drink - both?
019. Piercings - yup
020. Tattoos - never

Firsts:
023. First piercing - when i was 6.
First best friend - On Xiu Tao
025. First award - standard 6
026. First Crush - you are the one:)
027. First pet - turtle
028. First big vacation - singapore
030. First big birthday - don't have one

Currently:
049. Eating - sushi!!!
050. Drinking - refreshing drinks
052. I'm about to - go to class
053. Listening to - nothing
054. Plans for today - study study and study
055. Waiting for - someone to love me=p

Future:
058. Want kids - of course..
059. Want to get married - yes
060. Careers in mind - anything that can make big money$$

Which is better in the boy/girl you like:
068. Lips or eyes - eyes
070. Shorter or taller - taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous - both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - both
074. Sensitive or loud - not too loud
075. Hook-up or relationship - relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant - neither

Have you ever:
080. Lost glasses/contacts - yes
081. Run away from home - thought of that before:(
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense - nope
083. Killed somebody - lol..do i look like i am going to do that?
084. Broken someone's heart - yes
085. Been arrested -nope
087. Cried when someone died - yes

Do you believe in:
089. Yourself - i will doubt myself sometimes
090. Miracles - yes
091. Love at first sight - not really
092. Heaven - yes
093. Santa Claus - nope
094. Tooth Fairy - nope
095. Kiss on the first date - yes

Answer Truthfully:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now - not now.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life - i am ok with it
099. Do you believe in God - yea
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people

I tag everyone:)

Here I am

So here I am,

using computer and plurk early in the morning at the library.



Recently, I am very lazy.

And in fact the trials is coming REALLY SOON!!!



Omg, I am so dead.

I always wonder.

Where is all my passions?



Now everything seems to be not important anymore.

I only know how to have fun.



I really don't want to disappoint my parents.

SERIOUSLY.



ok. going to class now.

TATA

CHAOS..

My day is started in a very undelightful way.
This is a prob with my neighbour.
I don't know how to explain the misunderstanding behind all this. It's a long story.

But this morning, whe my mom was out there hanging clothes, the stupid fellow next door started calling my mom bitch.
Then my mom fought back of course, and went back into the house.
Then that fellow waited until my dad came home.
A whole bunch of them walked to the gate of my house and started scolding.

They even video it.
So I asked my sister to take our hp and recorded too.
We had some sort of arguement out there. And they threathened to slap us. wtf.
Then my mom decided to just report police.
So I went to the police station with my mom.

There, i showed the police the video and gave statement.
The police even shoke his head and said" saya pun tak boleh tahan"

Half an hour later, two police officers came and talked to the fellow next door.
The son went with the police.

Then later on, the police called up and told my mom that the fellow promise not to quarrel with us anymore. Padan muka.

So now at last peace is restored.
But for how long, I don't know.

p.s: My image spoilt dee lah..

Coincidence?

Got this from munteng's blog.

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

I think part of it is true..not all..

I'm glad.

As usual, I reached college at 7.10 in the morning.
The sky is still dark and I am walking sleepily.
At the same time, my heart was pounding hard. I don't know why.
I went to the library, searched for a computer, logged in and started to do my work.
At around 8.30, May called me and yeah, things weren't that bad as what I've thought.
I love you lots Li May.
I will remembered everything that you had said to me.
Classes progressed as usual.
I found them boring.
At the same time I am stressed too..
AAHHHH..
I really need someone to push me.
I am so not independent. Gosh.

这一天。。

心血来潮，突然想在这个月的最后一天写个帖子。

离预考还有3个星期，心情还是有点复杂。
希望能够尽快整理好。

最近我活得还不错，
朋友间的关系逐渐在升温。

再来就是升学问题。
本身真的很想到澳州去念书。
希望经济上的问题能够解决。

还有老同学们，
我很想念你们哦!
很希望能够与你们见面。

就这样咯。。。
二月的最后一天，再见。

可惜。。。

从陈冠希到蔡细历医生，直到现在的YB黄洁冰，
我不得不摇头叹气。

我真的不明白，为何有些无聊的人会为了抄作新闻而不惜侵犯他人的私隐？
三情六欲本是人的天性，是人人都有的。
唯一的不同就是他们这些私事被人公诸于世。
这世界上怎么那么多狗仔？

想想看，如果他们不是公众人物的话，这样的事会引起如此的骚动吗？
我真的很痛恨那些为了自己的好处而不折手段的人。

我很赞同YB黄洁冰所说的一句话：
“我不会为了自己的女人情欲而感到羞耻。”

对，说得一点都没错。就用这一句话去回应那些把照片流出去的人，让他们无地自容。
不过我想他们的脸皮那么厚，应该不会感到惭愧。

不要紧，你只需要知道还有那些爱你的选民会永远的支持你。
因为他们心中都有一把尺。
谁是称职的，他们都看在眼里。
而那些想要打击你的人，是不会得逞的。

虽然我们很希望你能继续为人民服务，但你的去意已定。
没关系。

加油，我们永远支持你。

How could I ever resist all these?

How nice if I have a body which can carry the clothes well and nice.

The sad thing is that my body is not in a good proportion.

I don't mean that I must have perfect body.

I just need to slim down.

I always tell myself that my body line is just curvy(although it's fats)

Well, you might think that I am vain or anything,

But who wouldn't want to be beautiful?

THe thing is that I eat normal food with normal calories.

While my two thin sis eat a lot more than me,

and they just won't get fat...

AAARRGGGGHHHH

They can eat as much as they want.

haiz, hopefully I will be able to lose some weight soon

This is a grumpy post....;(

OMG

They are to pretty to be eaten...

LOVE LOVE LOVE them.

Happy Valentine's Day!

Three of the guys in our class bought roses for every girl in our class.

How nice of them..:)

I love roses..

They are just so lovely.

This is the puzzle I am talking about.
It's just so nice.

Few years later, when I looked back at this,

I am sure that it's a very sweet memory to me.

Thank you so much Li May.

I can't imagine how my college life will be without you.

And of course other besties..:)

Oh yeah, for photos on my birthday, pls click here

Search for the post on 12 FEB.

I took a few random pics this afternoon.

Enjoy:)

You are the best!!!

Yes. That's why..

Aiyo, I am feeling guilty to make you mine..lol

Youare the best..

Have a nice day:)

The 19th...

Finally, the long awaited day has come.

Yesterday, at around 10.30, KC called me.
I was quite surprised as normally he will just msg me.
Thank you so much friend. You are the best friend I could ever have.
No matter what problems I have, you will always be a good listener and cheer me up.
And I know that my secrets are always safe with you.
I really don't know how life's like without you friend.
May our friendship has no expiry date. LOL;)

After that I placed my phone on the table and went to bed.
At around middle of the night, I heard familiar tones ringing.
I was very blur at that time and I decided to ignore the tones.
But then, after a while the same tone rang again.
I reached my phone with my eyes half closed..Lol
Then I read msgs from boon, li may and jit teng.
I was quite happy at that time..haha.. Then because I couldn't sleep after I woke up,
I stayed awake till around 2.
Consecutively, i received msg from yi ping, wooi joe, chee yuen, jyh ling.

Oh ya, Jie Hui called me. Thank you so much guys.
You guys are awesome.

Then today, i received msgs from Jing Xin, Shereena, cousin, YY, Guan Huan and Chin Jun.

Later then, at my first break, my friends bought me a lovely cake. *hugs*. It's really pretty.
Then we camwhore a little.
Oh yeah, my bestie Li May gave me a puzzle and a pair of earrings. The puzzle is actually made up photos that we took together at random times and places. LOL.
This is the best present I've ever had. THANK YOU LI MAY. LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

After college, chee yuen, jia yi and zhen xiang celebrated for me. First time having three cakes on my birthday. :) THANK YOU AGAIN.
Then I went home later.

I was quite surprised to got a present from boon, jit teng and lok mun.
Thank you so much.
The present is pretty..:)

I have an awesome day today, although there's slight disappointment, I still want to thank everyone. You have made my day bright.

P/S: Although someone ffk, it's ok. but i am curious...
This post is fulled of "thank you"
经过了今天，我终于都死心了， 我们真的只是很普通的朋友而已。
但我还是很珍惜曾为你流过的泪。

Happy Life?

在我小的时候，
快乐的定义很简单。
只要给我一包糖或着巧克力，我就会高兴上一整天。
又或着当妈妈牵着我的手，带我去上学时，我总会特别高兴。

上了小学，要求开始变多。
总是期望父母能给我多一些爱，多一些关心。
总希望在朋友间显得耀眼。
成绩也要是最好的。
这样我就会很快乐。

再过几年，
上了中学，
总是希望某人多注意我，
希望自己能够媲美同班同学。
过后又考得漂亮的成绩让父母骄傲。
这样的我也觉得很快乐。

上了高中，我发觉原来我一路以来所想象的快乐，
并不是我真正所要的。
我发觉只有真正的友谊才是我想要的。

到了今天我们的关系还是那么的要好，
我心中不是只有快乐，而是感激。
感激缘分让我们相遇。

对我而言，真正的朋友，
就算没有很密集的交流，也能一见面就一点就通。
根本不需顾忌什么。
就算说错话，也能大方的原谅。

我想我已找到，你呢？

Tagged:)

Tagged by Yi Ping





The Rules:


1. Take picture of yourself at this instant


2. Don't change your clothes, Don't fix your hair. Just take a picture


3. Post the picture taken with NO EDITING


4. Post your picture with the instructions


5. Tag 8 people

I was reading yi ping's blog at this time and i saw the tag.

Aiyo, my eyebags.

Luckily I wear glasses.

I tag:

Whoever is reading this blog..:)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

I am still me

Why don't you give the trust in me?
Why can't you let me do things that other kids are doing?
Everytime i try to explain or defend myself, you would say that, "stop being rebellious, you are still young, what do you know about life?"

Well may be in your era, things worked this way.
But let me tell you now, the world has changed.
Don't you know this phrase?
" Change is the only constant thing in life?"
Please set your mind now.
Renew the info or whatever you are having now.
Ppl do change.
i am not the little kid who will only depends on you solely for her life.
I have other things to consider in my life.
How long would you be with me?
20 yrs, 30 yrs?
Definitely not forever.

I am not rebellious at all.
I am just trying to tell you how'd i feel.
Being "supervised" 24 hrs by you.

What make you feel that I am not the same old me?

You had been a young lady before, why don't you try to understand me?

家

家，往往是我得到安慰的地方。
无论我在外遇到多少波折，它无疑就是我的避风巷。
我是个不折不扣会想家的人。
所以我无法想像当我的家变得冷冷清清的时候会是怎样。
有谁不想有个温暖的家？
希望它尽快回到以前。

昨天，Terence的家举行生日派对。
蛮热闹的。
因为被一些事困扰着，所以我无法尽情得玩。
回到家，我就直接回去房里睡觉。
昨晚我似乎喝多了，导致今早头有些疼。
人家不是常说借酒消愁吗？
怎么我喝了，愁不见得消了？

我真希望一切赶快过去。

p/s: i am sorry.

說好的 幸福呢?

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得
妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛妳呢
而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了


時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
妳冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得
妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了 我都還記得

妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

I really like this song. If you want to let go, just let it go.

Random

Sometimes, I know I am a fun and nice(i think)person when ppl joke around me.
Well it's only true if it's not too over, alright.
Me being nice doesn't mean that i don't mind what you are saying.
It's just that I choose to get over it.
So pls know where the limits are.

Happy Birthday, KC

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
My BEst Friend, kok choon.
Finally, you turn 18.

Wish you have a sweet and happy relationship with HER.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY again.

Surprises

i loves surprises,
i don't know why.

Somehow,
i always hope that there will be a surprise waiting for me.

My first ever surprise was in form 5,
When Jie hui handed me a birthday card on my big day.
I was truly touched at that moment.
I thank her.
May be it was the only word i could think of at that time.

Then the second surprise.
My college mates bought me a cake on my big day.
First time ever, I had two cakes for my day.
And of course, the cards that I've received.
Thank you so much.

I always wish that my parents could give me surprises.
may be a party or what..
Haha..but they always tell me what they are going to do...
But i am glad too..
At least I am someone that they will be truthful to..
Being honest to me all the time.

Oh, and my friends.
GREAT FRIENDS<3

I am so blessed.

你

我常常在想，
你的脑里到底在想些什么？

你的表面常常都是一副不在乎的样子。
但是我知道事实并非如此。

我很好奇，
你为何就是不肯把内心的自己展现出来，
每一次都带着面具示人。

人真的有那么可怕吗？

No title.

他烦恼，
但她不知。

她无理取闹，
他知。

他想挽回，
但她很执着。

她想原谅，
但选择发脾气。

结果，
翻脸了。

唉！
苦啊！

Trust

I dislike ppl who do not keep their promises.
If you can't do it, pls don't promise me.

But if you did, I hope that you can do what you have said.
I trust you.

I know that it's for my own good.
Yeah, of course i know.
I am 18 this year, going to be 19.
So what, I am not doing stuff that a 18-year-old teenage girl should do.
I have been listening to you for all this while, isn't that enough.
But yet, sometimes you just wanted more, you expect me to be your puppet.
Do whatever you want me to do, and let you control my life.
Alright, I will let it be, coz I am still happy with what I am having right now.
But what if there is one day when I don't want to follow every wish of yours anymore?
Will you be mad at me? or will you just let it be?
I really don't know.
I am very unsure of what I am doing.
I am afraid that whatever you are doing to me will destroy me.
I hope that that day will not come.

I TRUST YOU.