tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682964169986847483.post169411908475180733..comments2023-09-28T20:27:48.733+08:00Comments on suat wei: Revealedsuat weihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06582928397655351912noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6682964169986847483.post-24900244569676881992008-11-16T13:35:00.000+08:002008-11-16T13:35:00.000+08:00By the time i read your words here, i feel i didn'...By the time i read your words here, i feel i didn't guess wrong lastnite and what i have talkin to you should be right, hor? <BR/><BR/>Truly, i feel we are so similar in some way right now, haha.. <BR/><BR/>You know, being smile always in front of people doesn't mean that we are fine, yet it might just a mask which we used to protect ourselves.<BR/>Forgive me for using the word of "We". This makes me feel comfortable to talkin about what i going to say right now.<BR/><BR/>There are always people or friends around us who care about us, but slowly i realize, i'm not pretending to be okay just because i believe i can be okay. It just that im trying to push myself to be more tough as i wish.<BR/><BR/>However when things come to worst, when we are so emo, we realize we are lonely till seems like no one could really understand us, why? <BR/>Not because of they dint care about us, but its we have hidden our heart all this time, all just because we scare to let them enter and walk through our tears.<BR/>Afraid to hurt by someone? Scare that what we think would make others misunderstand us? Or more simple way to explain, we just never try to find a true answer for ourselves when come to a question, because we have lost.. Lost in the middle of the junction, not lost of direction but lost of the courage and faith in heart, this is what I'm having right now..<BR/><BR/>When there is a friend askin me that how many true friends i got in Utar, i couldn't answer him as passionate as i can in the past during i living in chs. Swei, I'm a person who wearing this mask since I'm a kid, but i hope that, you can walk out from your room, trying to look at the world, it should be nicer than your expected. Be passionate and gain the courage u needed, I will be the 1st one who willin to support you with all i have right here, not just words, but action. You can sms me, msn me, or even call me when u facing smtg u truly nid sm1 to talk with. I can't say that my words is 100% useful for you, but just to let you know that you are not alone, you can cry over my shoulder as your good friend but not alone under the cold blanket. You won't having the same problem during this whole year which you said:" no one tell me what to do, i have no experience and im lost" because.. I'm with you.. seriously, i mean it, swei, im with you right here. <BR/><BR/>Can you really give me a trust? ^^ a trust which not just a words that you can write in your post, a trust which not just you can say to others when u couldn't walk out from your room in heart. <BR/>But its a trust, which use your action to show yourself to the sunshine.<BR/><BR/>haha.. dunno why i feel that im so.. seems talkin too much here. ^^ forgive me kay?<BR/><BR/>Look back to your post, looking at what you have wrote, how many sentence there is true, and how many sentence there have hidden your true wishes, its time to understand your own heart.<BR/>Never blame yourself for being selfish or what, because no matter what, you are always the swei i know, the swei in my heart. <BR/>Understand your heart, believe it, and you will found what you should do, slowly, give yourself sometime, never afraid, because im here with you all the way..<BR/><BR/>I'm lonely, I'm lost..<BR/>But I hope that you are not like me.<BR/><BR/>You know, i truly feel that, your smile would be nicer and more delighted than right now, if you could let others feel your tears once. Just once and everything would be come to you. Love to your heart. <BR/><BR/>A simple care from me, wenyau浪 客 R.L.https://www.blogger.com/profile/06699793596331696015noreply@blogger.com